collin

2012-02-02T15:26:00.003+08:00

2/2/12 nice date :)

yesterday went tekong to like experience enlistment. theres actually nothing much just that its a hundred of kms away from home and that theres noone there you know. HOPE I JUST NEED TO MAKE 14 NEW FRIENDS instead of 15. omg....just like orientation again, except more physical. otherwise ytd was actually a waste of my time :P

WOOOOOO FIRST PRAC LESSON OVER!

omg its like scary yet fun to drive a car

tiring to drive a manual oso. hahaha regret taking manual T.T but oh well. hope i dont forget anything next lesson.

msia trip 30/1-31/1

OMG FUN! hahaha went fellow daozhang hse, ex-boss hse, yj hse and cuizhang hse! first time collect angbao in ringgit oso! hahaha interesting. realised that im ABIT too pro at playing mahjong for my age. and that singaporean mahjong is slightly different from msian, which is like mixing taiwan and hongkong. enjoyed thoroughly! too bad not everyone went but oh well :)

birthdays...

once upon a time, fred told me before that birthdays arent worth celebrating, cos it only celebrates one day closer to death.

once upon a time, i did not want to celebrate my birthday, becos i tot it was meaningless since i couldnt celebrate it with the one i wanted to.

actually...whats so special about a birthday? with 7 billion people on earth, and 365 days a year, then 19178082 people have the same birthday -.- hmmmm

new target to bomb o.o

hahaha

船到桥头自然直

2012-01-23T22:04:00.001+08:00

this year's trip is probably not as (how do i put it) fruitful as in the past.
im realising how much i love to play mahjong actually and how much im learning each time i play.

anw looking forward to the parttime job but i was actually looking for anoyher at MBS or RWS.
better working environment ;)

first practical this thurs cant wait.

i found out that ive got quite a few pretty distant cousins :O hahaha wonder if can jio woots hahaha.

life is really tough i think.
just look at an ambiguous topic called love and you realise how many other ambiguous factors play a part in it like fate and beauty etcetc.

When the time has come, it has come.

ending off, wishing everyone 新年快乐万事如意龙马精神身龙活虎!

2012-01-19T21:14:00.003+08:00

one thing i learnt today:

time flies and next monday is already another new year
thought about 2011 again and realised soooo many mistakes made
one thing i know for sure i will (TRY) not to make them again

tried deactivating my facebook account
felt good at first
ignoring the minutely updates of other's lives
then i realised i would lose all the contacts in my phone -.-
k so now im back

lifes tough
i have no more potential job as of now except at toy outpost or with my aunt (doing saikang as she proclaims)
how i wished i didnt have to worry about such stuff and have a time machine
i wished i could return to when i was just a kid

tats a childish dream
haiz hope everything goes well with the future endeavors i make
and everyone else's too

2012-01-18T16:13:00.002+08:00

still learning how to drive a car
getting really interesting with the gears and stuff
failed mahjong session today but oh wells :)

anyways
recently my granduncle (mother side grandpa's 二哥) just passed away
although we ain't really close, but we meet during festive seasons and like 宴会s and stuff
i respect him for his wisdom and family legacy
accordingly to grandpa, when granduncle went into hospital, he pointed to the sky and showed 4 fingers i.e. 四天
following which, he really left us on the fourth day he went into the hospital
i dont really know whether this is wisdom or wad but i respect him for it (which i feel and think is wisdom)
been attending his wake for 2 nights

yesterday was his funeral and i was at the 4o2 chalet till morning
i called mum late to ask where to go for his funeral
i was late
in the end i missed his funeral and deserve to be punched totally
it was my fault that i didnt ask early wat time i needed to be there
it was my fault that i didnt leave the chalet knowing there was a funeral
sorry granduncle!

speaking of which
i imagined my own fate
dying of a car accident
sadly not of sleep

i admire sherlock holmes's logic
i admire ethan hunt's planning
i admire wolverine's build

be happy
and stay that way

2012-01-12T23:08:00.001+08:00

dam i love their pictures

When u have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth.
something new i learnt today ;)

cny is seeming alittle out of reach recently
being very bored of having nothing to do at all
while it seems as if everyone is terribly busy (and im not) its as if the whole world is gonna collapse soon, given the speed at which things work around here

hmmmm forgot what i wanted to post (abit dementia these days) :D
heres to wishing everyone on earth
good health, good wealth and good nite ;)

2012-01-07T08:38:00.001+08:00

cool picture :P but i dunno whether this is plagarism but theres their name so maybe not. anw its from things we forget which is a cool blogsite :)

woah didnt realise i had posted during my trip to europe. even forget when i did it. sooo i shall start again about my trip :)

england london.
the night we touched down, it was a real deal for me cos i was gonna see real snow for the first time in my life. london was not what i had expected to be so gloomy and cold. unfashioned and dull. the sky there is basically dark cloudy or raining. says it all about the faces of the passersby. but strangely, service was hospitable for each shop we went unlike the ones we will be going in continental europe.
the next few days in london we spent going to major attractions like notre dame, big ben, london eye, buckingham palace and tat was basically it. food was so-so but the first few days were like lets eat this this this and that, not missing home food yet
anywayyyyyyy the famous london bridge (the one in the nursery rhyme) is actually called tower bridge :O and theres another bridge called london bridge OMG MINDFUK hahahaha

france paris.
we took the eurorail there, which went under water under the dunno wad canal or sea or wadever its called. bullet trains are cool cos they work on magnets. but i was thinking. if there was a way to generate a specific wavelength of magnetic field that will work only on a type of magnet then wouldnt be cool if we just put the magnet on the rail, switch on the magnet on the other side and zoom! we reached :) hahahaha stupid ideas. france was colder than england. the first day we went and the train had this guy that probably didnt bath for two centuries and he stinked up the whole train. its like everyone who came up would either act like they got on the wrong carriage or they moved elsewhere from that guy. stinky. then we went to our hotel. france was nice. breakfast everyday was croissant and chocolate :) went eiffel tower and i dont really rmb much liao :P

was it swiss first or germany first...wadever

germany munich
dirty place :P only rmb eating pork knuckles which is dam delicious!

swiss zurich
the first place i saw snow :) yummy ya know hahahaha. went up the alps i think some titlus mountain and then it was FREAKING NEGATIVE 20 DEGREES CELCIUS. toes freezing. who gives a dam though. went skiing and failed like shit but who cares :P I LOVE SNOW

italy venice
the most beautiful place i ever dreamt of going. although it wasnt as big as i expected cos its smaller than singapore but it was as pretty as i expected. the gondolas, the ancient stuffs, the people. man i love italian. bwonjorno :)

italy roma
dirty place bleah. but its quite cool to see the colosseum and the arc up close. (ok i dunno how to spell the colosseum thing) roma is probably the nicest city with all the ancient stuff. venice for its water and masks. ITALYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

hahaha went back to london after this and spent christmas and boxing day.

SORRY I GETTING TIRED :P so not writing much liao

england manchester
MANCHESTER UNITED!!!!!! OLD TRAFFORD!!!!!! omg ive been there le hell yea! bought loads of stuff but got scammed by a 4 pound hand pump -.- manchester is a pretty city, clean and quiet, the way i like.
man...manu shld buck up :) JIAYOU TODAY AGAINST OUR CLOSEST RIVALS!

scotland edinburgh
nice place but FREAKING COLD. lots of castles though :) tried the famous haggis in scotland. bleah dont like it at all :P its like made of lamb insides wrapped inside lamb insides :S

europes a great place to go. but maybe more of a duo kinda place to go? i still think usa is a nicer place for families and yea.

2011-12-16T06:05:00.001+08:00

bonjour masseur

now im at france, paris. slightly disappointed by its cleanliness and the people. although there are so many hot girls around, seems as if every train is like a rubbish truck. eiffel tower is like pretty up close, sooo different from that seen on tv or anything. england was great. went to watch priscilla, went to a three storey m&m shop, big ben, harrods, kings cross, UCL.

seen whos prom queen and king. haha grats. wonder what i would be wearing if i went....hmmm rent a grey tux, white shirt and red skinny tie? maybe. hahaha but oh well, maybe it was better for me to come here.

oh btw disneyland here is boring, although i gotta admit every rollercoaster i sat before is boring

2011-12-09T21:58:00.001+08:00

todays a not so great day but i still got to shake president's hand :P not something everyone gets to do can.

today marked the end of my scouts journey sorta, like after getting the president scout award. also taught lots of new things, about guides, about my batch, about other schools, about people. sucks to know so much about strangers and what's more their bad sides. but hahaha they suck thumb only >.< koi was great (PERK!) and soup spoon dinner wasnt but still its a PERK! haha. then saw yeujia 0.0 hahaha not tat i know her personally. then more or less end of day, not feeling very sei with the award and certificate though :P

ytd was the 道具z outing from causeway point to my hse. seemed real lame to go from my hse to causeway point and back. so i decided to join my friends in their shopping :) at jp b4 joining the 道具s peep. ate at some tomato place b4 coming my hse. (Y) to all the epic jokes (Y) to all the nicknames (Y) to all the fun laughter peace and joy from wii-ing or mahjong-ing or assholetaidi-ing. pizza for dinner was gr8! but real sorry they couldnt stay overnight cos i had this stupid shit in the morning today. WOOTS

7th december....OHOHOH woke up late at 8.18 and started to chiong bath eat and run towards bus stop. my laomaikai in my stomach disgesting as i went to stadium and reached 5 minutes late. lol so i started playing floorball for like 1 minute. GDITMD laomaikai and floorball doesnt mix. too bad for me cos i had to stay out of game for the next 2 periods liao. cant run and cant play. vomit. dying. lol lucky at the end i got my energy back and PLAYON! love floorball! and then went lunch at BKs and mahjong at marcus's hse. ZX owes me koi! :D hope i rmb.

happythinginaday:

KOI!

wii skateboarding game works!

my camera from dad!

my inano watch tmr!

2011-12-06T22:50:00.001+08:00

floorball tmr whee~~~

oh yea....QUESTION! should i keep a diary? but if i keep a diary then it would clash with this blog and everything would be like...BAM! OKAY! i shall keep a diary and continue blogging. means i needa buy a new bag to bring to UK thats large enuf and carriable enought, i needa buy a new book to write my diary in, and i definitely needa buy a new comp cos i cant FREAKING play saints row for nuts.

koi > gongcha :P

ya know, its weird how im able to think so radically when others may not be able to do so...for some reason, i feel more mature than others. probably need to stay that way so from today on, i shall talk less think more laugh less see more slack less listen more :)

oh reminds me...plan route for bikehike

2011-12-04T22:14:00.001+08:00

HELL YEAHHHHH ASSASSIN CREED~~~

first lesson for driving tmr...dunno whether to look forward or just sian diao. but wadever luh. not spending much time thinking about life recently. just enjoying every moment with my comp and my guitars ~

ohohohoh my names for my guitars....electric shall be Whitney and the classical shall be Bella. MWAHAHAHAHA finally decided on names. and my room is sooooo empty. feels good.

three happy things
can play AC :D
mahjong FTW :D
slightly neater room :D

2011-12-01T23:27:00.001+08:00

Man...planning stuff ahead of stuff is really stuffy figuratively

Omg...accounting or architecture...someone please show me the way...

2011-11-29T23:34:00.001+08:00

FOLY SHIT!!! A LEVELS ARE FOVER!!!! :DDDDD

feels a huge mountain collapse off my shoulder ;) good luck to those with anything else after today! you can have all of mine till then :D

lol i havent really packed my post-As schedule except that im flying on prom and theres bikehike and whatnot before tat...sian...so little things to do :/ 自言自语 is a good way to think :D says dumbledore. i think so too :D

randoming alot le but i like it

2011-11-22T22:05:00.001+08:00

interestingly, facebook and blogger failed on my comp at the same time -.- currently, my dynamic view thing on blogger doesnt show my post, while facebook doesnt let me extend the "view all comments" thing.

MAN....my MW3 cant play! now i needa find another one GRRRRR...一转眼 As is almost over with 1/6 left to go. remember just last year we were 埋怨ing about PW and WR and all the stuff. remember just last month we were 埋怨ing about GP and Chem paper 3. but now, it seems like everything was done in a hurry...hahaha YAY for physics today :)

tomorrow gonna test my stamina with a 8k run, dunno whether can still survive anot...we'll see :P i want my ipod nano soooooonnnnnnn! and maybe a new guitar MWAHAHAHA! driving and cooking is already on my to-do list after UK and probably finding work as well :D

thinking about stuff helps. talking to yourself probably helps ABIT more haha. i rmb last time i posted about how actually all of us on earth are like strings or smt and each time we meet is when our strings overlap and all. it is actually quite cool though. imagine a puppet master that can control billions of strings all at once. each string controls one of us. when he/she incidentally crosses each of us together, then we meet on earth 0.0 hahaha guess what happens when two strings get tangled up :P a little something called MARRIAGE. then comes more strings getting tangled up. another something called FAMILY. lol in the end it becomes so hard to control aye. but the point being, the probability of two people meeting is so little already, much less for a family to be formed so EVERYONE...cherish one another ;)

2011-11-15T22:12:00.001+08:00

halfway through and losing my concentration already :/

ever thought of how the world would end? is it even possible for scientists to predict? i never realised how fantastic the world and fascinating it really was. the trees down orchard road so neatly planted. the aurora beams in the north poles so fabulously created by the earth's magnetic field. faraday's laws that apply even on an entity as large as earth. awesome stuff. nevertheless, controversies have popped up in my mind. what makes you think that ur feelings are really what is known as feelings and not just thoughts. for example, universally defined emotions such as worry, happy and sad, what makes you think that what you feel are really those and not just demeaned versions or enhanced ones of it? our emotions are really based on our own opinion and given that noone really is able to feel what you feel, these feelings are generally untrue, since noone can REALLY or TRULY feel it. get what i mean? cool stuff hahaha. anw im not being hypocritical or emoing, just thinking about this kinda stuff fascinates me about how much i really know about stuff :D

counting down on the number of papers doesnt really help. the gap given for us to STUDY isnt helping as well. but would i have preferred the crammed-up system where u take a paper every other day? maybe not :P

那些年我们一起追的女孩 is really nice (maybe i wrote the name wrongly but i dont really care). about this gang of guys, what they do in school and they, liking the same girl in class. then the girl starts to like someone then blahblahblah and in the end, nothing happens HAHAHA. lol go watch it urself. dont spoil for anyone.

the thing i learnt about myself?
having no emotions is fun.
I shall be the best at what i do, whether anot what i do is nice anot >:D haha

three happy things....
ate chicken rice
posted on blog during As (MIDWAY somemore)
being rich :O (JUST KIDDING hahaha) in the mind i mean

2011-10-24T20:38:00.001+08:00

hello :)

todays a happy day :) started with finding a bird in the house flying around in the second floor. just dont wanna come down to fly out when the door was open. didnt know wat i could do although i felt like helping :/ oh well hahaha.

then came maths mock.

one thing i learnt today: maybe i should have joined floorball in j1.

bonus thing i learnt today: i would rather have brothers than sisters after i come out from NS :D

three happy things:

1. maths revision almost done, time to start As paper

2. im over with her, mostly :P although i felt abit of pain this evening when i saw her tsktsk hahhahahaha

um...man its quite hard to think of 3 three things.

3. my class chalet is gonna be after i come back from UK meaning i can go :D

2011-10-24T00:04:00.001+08:00

hyello :)

i love my phone now :P

well nothing much to say today. oh manu lost sadly, but i have confidence they will come back through winter and pwn real balls.

lesson learnt today: i may not be as good a friend as i tot i was :/ hmmm hahaha

three happy things:
1. updated my ipod music list :)
2. complete recovery from trauma :D sounds weird but yeah
3. popper's penguins is a brilliant movie, although cliche :P

k over and out

2011-10-21T23:04:00.001+08:00

slacking off alrrrr.......... hahaha

okay i promised myself that i would learn a new thing each day, whether its a skill, a knowledge or about myself. so todays learning is:

Stay Happy :)

List three things that made you happy for the day each day! :D

hahaha it sounds abit retarded but i will try hard to keep it up! i wont be posting it everyday but when i blog on that day then maybe i will post what made me happy :)

so for today, my three things are 1. SCHOOL HAS OFFICIALLY ENDED! 2. I didnt get caught by the rain cos i went for early lunch :) 3. 鱼跃在花见 has ended with a HAPPY ending :D

hahaha sounds retarded but....oh well, it works :)

2011-10-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

21 days left :(
43 days left :P

always look on the bright side of life haha lol.

realised my cousins are quite cool. one plays pool. another is macho. then another always get niaoed. haha. interesting cousins.

sometimes though, i feel like im gonna fail econs and chem, cos i realised i dont really know how to do any question in the TYS chem haha GG. nvm i will keep trying.

OH! and i think im gonna participate in the river logo design thing? hope they dont have this voting thing online cos i dont wanna go asking ppl vote for me -.-

THE WORLD IS JUST AWESOME!

2011-10-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

haiz still addicted to games :(

the week was like ergh...full of downs and downs like at terminal velocity. my grades are seemingly hopeless and i can tell i needa work hard, but its just not coming out from my heart. the A i wanted for maths got a B which really pulled me down. TGIF though. otherwise i wouldnt know how im gonna survive this shitty week.

well, currently searching for a uni with good architecture course, but hard to find eh :/

anyway, my cousin taught me to stay happy and i shall! plus, i think jack sparrow is too cool which is a good thing, the way he improvise, the way he talks, the way he moves haha. watching the whole thing over again is really not a bad thing. hehe feels like im back to the old me :)

2011-09-27T19:14:00.001+08:00

Heyyo :D
Yesterday marked the end of the prelims and the strengthening of relationships in our class :P (although I can't say I did so with everyone tsktsk) went for a short basketball workout, before going to watch contagion at cineleisure. Dinner at ramenplay after a long walkaround then went back cine for pool. Although we didn't get to sing k or shoot some balls, it was still a great class outing :)
Going adams now to meet my classmates for our bikehike, so yeah :)
Anw contagion sucks

2011-09-23T22:22:00.001+08:00

YAY prelims are almost over le. Left physics mcq :) today's chem was actually doable. But comparing with paxton's answer then I realized I had sooooo many careless mistakes. Haha GG. classical music is soooo nice :D

2011-09-19T16:19:00.001+08:00

Haha yay the iPod bloggers so convenient I can blog everyday le :P
Hmmm today's econs was bleh:( although I'm like the only brave soul who did q1. Dunno whether means good or not. Hope I answer correct :D

2011-09-17T00:02:00.001+08:00

It's time to give up. She's taken

2011-09-16T20:40:00.001+08:00

yay im 18.

its quite fun and interesting to observe and just watch people. its even better if u dont have to comment and just think it out loud in ur heart. just try...looking at things in a whole new perspective.

my fav color is back to white from blue.

my mum wants me to study nautical engineering/maritime stuff, to take over my dad in his business in shipping. totally uninterested but its like...complicated. if i could choose, i would rather go architecture and see how it goes. at age 26, if theres anything i dont like, then i can take up the pilots course and just go be a pilot. which is a rather well thought up plan i think. then i can continue flying planes and then go invest in stuff and get rich. then i can like be a rich guy and retire lol.

after As, i plan to build my own laptop, with two screens, extended display, and double boot with macOS and windows 7.

phew, the past week has been intriguing. first econs was okay...then came chem paper 3. totally screwed. chose the wrong question and totally died at the graph. then came maths which i tot was easy. tat afternoon i smsed my maths teacher and guess wad...its supposed to be moderately difficult. GG. then today's physics totally buttf-ed me...

i dunno why but im like the odd one out in my family. maybe its how it is that makes me the same amongst my friends. everytime i watch a movie like batman or spiderman and stuff, knowing that its like fiction fantasy and stuff, i like to imagine myself in their shoes. like..."with great power comes great responsibility","it is not who are underneath, it is what you do that defines you".

actually, there was a reason why i didnt reply my friends on my bday. i was w8ing.

maybe i watch too many movies or imagine too much, but i should probably be happy if shes happy.

2011-08-26T21:59:00.000+08:00

fuck life

i think i suck to the core. stupid retard who thinks hes strong. freaking idiot who thinks hes quite smart. fucking asshole who thinks hes cool. fuck life. this is probably gonna be my last post before As cos gonna go full mugging mode. tks weidong for the motivational shit today: abt if u think u really can do it then u will be able to do it. boosted me to do g-field and e-field just now. tks real much. actually weidong's a true friend indeed. today played basketball like a crazy dog, never had so much fun in this sport and now i can dribble.

its been so long. i guess its due time i let go. everything. 道具, 黄城, 中文学会, Grp4 and her.
man i needa forget alot of stuff.

9september will be the worst day of my life this year.

stupid me trying to think of a way to impress
stupid me trying to think of a way to capture and win
stupid me trying to think of a way to get a girl
stupid me trying to think of a way to make things work
stupid me trying to think of a way to plan ahead of everything
im stupid.

finally, im at the end of the imstupid speech. maybe theres not enough info to conclude and evaluate. maybe theres this multi-pronged approach that i can use. maybe i shld review past and present things that i have done. tks chris ho.

k so long and farewell, world.

2011-08-08T21:03:00.000+08:00

Starry starry night is a nice song :D

time flies and just last year i was in japan and just a few months later, the earthquake happened and just today its national day celebrations again. today sucked real lot, although playing cards with the 6e peeps were prob the best i had :) thanks lee zi haha. but nevertheless, my saturday was spent rather...quietly :) the scouts went to the national library to study and i went like 1 hour late because i was just too lazy to wake up so early. anw, when i reached, i just went off to the architecture section :P and hahaha found nothing interesting. or maybe just too many books and i was too stunned to look carefully. I did a few physics questions before stopping at stats and going on to my drawings, which failed epicly. dear fred beside constantly asked me questions -.- oh reminds me, today morning's booze was great, but abit too mild. may need 15% next time.

the more i think about it, the more im confused at whose fault it is.

lifes a mystery. it is weird and yet amazing how strands of life can actually meet and coexist in the same world. the fact that two people meet out of the 1 plus billion of people accounts for a probability of less than 0.01%. the fact that ten people meet together would be much less than tat. (studying stats actually helped XD tersk) which brings to a belief that this probability is too low to be met and thus it is not a coincidence that we met. Probably, humans are mere strands of life, with unique oscillating frequencies and wavelengths. These strands float around a sea of other strands and each time two strands intersect, the humans meet. This is probably what they call destiny and fate :/ haha funny thing.

thinking about things gives me headaches.
i hate headaches.
but i like thinking about things.
strange :P

this saturday is 会庆 and i promise i will stay outside of the hall most of the time :)

2011-07-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

now three people know the secret.

haiz. it all began on the morning of GP paper. the last reply. then everything stopped. hmmm i didnt really know wat to do or wat to say in tat sense, but it began to reach me that everything i did was stupid. pure stupidity. the 'staying up late', the 'bearing through my headaches', the every 'morning'. every SINGLE thing. one word.

STUPID

anyway, being a bachelor is not tat bad. and i probably wouldn't know wat to do if we met on the streets. but...everytime i told someone about this, it was like the troubling boulder in my mind was lightened, much.

maybe im just superficial, or just stupid, or just meant to be like this.

:) PROUD TO SAY ive got quite alotta sketches in my sketchbook! :P got....Marina Bay Sands, got Dubai Burj Al Arab, got some residential road, got some village by the sea, got Great Wall of China, got some fireplace sofa thing :) haha.

actually on wed, the only reason why i chose the CAAS scholarship talk was cos she said so :P

2011-07-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

hey blog:)

BT2 is over. just tat little bit of relief off my shoulders though haha. PRELIMS IN 8 WEEKS! MUGGING MODE START NOW!

today was probably like the first day of the term cos BT2 over ytd only. it felt like a Monday, which it was but yeah. it just sucked. the feeling of the start of the week and that u got 4 more days to go thru till weekends then u got tat shitload of homework sucks haha. I&I ftw.

im predicting i have no need to use my phone anymore since i got noone to sms :/ butttt i jailbreaked my itouch hahaa.

like just now i was watching the 09 prom video and i realised i got 4 pics inside haha. really reminds me of the high school days. how nice would it be to control time, how nice would it be to wake up and find out everything was just a long nightmare and actually u were still in high school. the opposite gender, the smsing, the act-cooling, the heavyduty mugging, the classbenches, the guitar. everything. all gone like 'poof!' hahaha how nice would it be without troubles and 烦恼s. life's tough :D

i dunno wat to do really. wat to aim for. life is all revolving around money. those retarded guys who say that life is to have it meaningfully have no nuts wat its like without money. just imagine that african boy who so wants to be a doctor just have no money to even have education, like hes already starving and u dont even know whether he will survive past the week? life sucks really.

"It is not who you are underneath, it is what you do that defines you." batman begins. haha. the series was nice actually. maybe tat will be my motto from now on, and i will (try to) live by it.

Virgo...wats the use of being loyal when im not even allowed to be.

i hope everything just ends quickly.

2011-06-29T22:54:00.001+08:00

maybe i should start writing a diary :P

ohmygod....my stupid 'autocorrect' function in my phone is spreading its PROPER ENGLISH to me -.-

2011-06-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

welcome backkkk:)

hahahaha back from MSIA yo! :D went segamat, went redang, went kuantan. haha actually i not sure whether i spelt correct. hmmm summary of the trip: swim snorkel dive eat sleep. lol yup tats most of it actually. i snorkelled once out of the two times we went out to sea to snorkel and the third was to dive. OMG DIVING IS FREAKING FUN! its like ur ears go pain and ur mask is flooded then ur lungs are exploding. i feel like going to like....get the diving the license. hahaha but no jet ski sadly. tried surfing on a plastic inflated bed but fail lol. felt the wave for like almost 2 days after coming back from redang hahaha.

hmmm i tried mugging econs but fail :P

sian neh online again tsktsk

2011-06-06T15:57:00.000+08:00

aim: finish maths in one week
i worked hard for tat aim lor...till smt happened on friday :/ then i started to slack way off the charts which totally demeaned my aim for tat to
aim: finish vectors to stats in 3 days. in the end, i wasnt really working my ass off, just slacking and slacking and slacking. 3 days later, OH GUESS WAD! im still at vectors. now im not even sure which scholarship talk i wanna go. like i see no point. anw i dont intend to take one. feel like ponning tat day.

seems like having an ambition is not easy. i used to think of being a mathematician hahaha. tats cute but stupid. then i changed to a pilot. tats cool but i will die from starvation from low pay. hmmm follow my dad? do wad he did and take over him when he retires? woah. tats big.

had my checkup on monday, and now i have no heartbeat on the left side of the arterial thingy... :) guess tat makes me 3/4 a human. and now im in pes d.

xmen average. good graphics. abrupt storyline (too fast).

i still rmb watching fast furious 5. best outing ever.

2011-06-02T21:14:00.001+08:00

hahaha been so long...cos i dunno wat to talk abt. till today, i oso dunno wat to talk abt :P hahaha nvm shall just post this :)

2011-05-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

LALALA well it feels weird w/o doing daoju, without the usual hammering/drilling/sawing, without getting sweaty just becos of a bloody platform or SOFA (tats heavier than my ramp -.-), without getting pushed by teachers to go back home early, without ordering food from kckl, without...alot of things.

counting down...it has been -11 days since gongyan ended. tats long.

hmmm tmr PHYSICS SPA! GRRRR....hahaha and im still slacking luh...sian ji pua...needa think of questions to ask during daozhang interview, needa think of Yi Hai's script, needa buy their welfare food, needa prepare daozhang present...lol. OMG then there's the 天书...which is alot lol.

today was a bad day...especially with the makeup econs lesson after school. i almost slept in every lesson except maybe physics lecture -.- hahaha

:/ i miss huangcheng
:/ i miss UCC
:/ i miss going back home late
:/ i miss floorball

ya know...sometimes i wonder wat would have happened if i actually quit O.O daozhang then go join floorball...would it have been better? Maybe MaybeNot... :P lol k go study physics SPA le

2011-05-08T16:04:00.000+08:00

:) first time blogging after 公演
its been a while since ive gotten this...sad/happy/emotional/jiap pa lang 的感情.

gongyan felt gr8 and it was really a pleasure to serve under the 导演s. along the way, friendships were forged and put under test. quarrels were fought and people put under stress. i enjoyed my time in 道具, in 黄城. theres really not much to say: just tat this has been an enriching experience which will carve a scar in my memory to never be forgotten.

hehehe and YESTERDAY was a GREAT day until i went to the fac outing.

2011-04-16T23:54:00.001+08:00

pffts...life is hard

our relation strained. i dunno wad to do.

we had our good times. but it all seems to be of no use.

the shit we went through tgt. its like disappearing.

the friendship. is breaking.

well...i dunno wat to say.

todays 总彩 was not bad. after the scolding from shienyang after full run, the zongcai timings really improved alot. except that the theres really alot of room for improvement. hope they can go under 15. all of them.

it seems tat 道具 is no longer fun, without the late nites, without the speakers, without the fullruns everyday, without the kaopeh of daoyans etcetc. well it all seems essential. the j1s this year, lack everything we had last year. the enthu-ness, the highness, the initiatives, the skills, the discipline and the respect. i think its time to do the "emo-talk" thing. just recently (friday) i scolded them for anyhow putting the 小道具s and they were like sorry abt it. then it happens again today. they srsly 欠骂.

omg anw, im in boarding school alr for 1 week liao. and internet gonna end soon. so i shall just end here :P

i learnt a new phrase.

En Toro Tassada (if this is how its spelt)

2011-04-09T18:09:00.000+08:00

shld i just fall under reign of other people? or shld i just suck and die?

this pile of shit im in, with xinying aaron, its big and stinky. compared to last year, at least they had nice ppl to help them out of the shit. but for us? we get another pile of shit ontop of the shit we are alr in. this sucks. maybe its the sense of smell that turns dull after smelling smt for long periods of time, we sorta gotten used to it, gotten used to the tanking of shits, gotten used to the shit being on us. i think i will really cry if i do an emo-talk. but compared to them, i maybe the only one cruel enuf to do so.

gongyan is in 17 working days. the shitty feeling is gonna add up exponentially.

ok. then ytd

the angst overflowed when i reached home. im usually the no feeling one, then i just let angst buildup and it will just flow out after a while. but today triggered a dam fast increase in levels of angst. dunno why. its like...(school+daoju)*CT. hell lah. its dam bad. lets say school=everything academics, daoju=everythinghuangcheng, CT=everything i dont like. i couldnt even bring myself to think of anything happy tat day. but today i chilled down a little and well...tks to someone=] if anyone reading this experienced the angst, im sorry.

scold or not to scold. its my choice.
push them or not to push them. its my choice.
run or not to run. its my choice.

boarding school in 2 days. hope its fun.

my blog is becoming like shit lol

2011-04-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

Everytime i hear my message tone, im so excited to read ur message but to no avail:(

hahaha lianpai2 felt great. it has been a long time since i felt soooo tired manx. carried platforms and ramps one after another. then the stairs are like half a monster. BUTTTT I STILL THINK LAST YEARS EXPERIENCE WAS BEST! its like.... RAHHHHH MONSTERSSSSSS LETS GO LETS GO! its like.... PLATFORMS COFFIN GOGOGO! its like.... 视死如归 FTW! phew. glad its over. next time it will be lorries. but im wondering how to squeeze. maybe we shld call the lorries over once and try out one day:)

k enuf said. time to orhorh

2011-03-30T23:36:00.001+08:00

我们的力量，充斥全场，在演员的手起手落，舞台的变幻万千中，尽显光芒。

2011-03-26T00:17:00.001+08:00

I ♥ 道具!!!

looking back at my JC life till now, probably the most happiness, the most laughter, the most hatred (sadly), the most anxiety, the most 感动ness, the most panic, the most 烦恼, the most anticipation, the most money:P, the most paints, the most wood, the most almost everything. or maybe even everything came from this small part of the school. well, i wont consider it small. its probably the size of the...soccer team plus basketball team and maybe the tennis team? its probably the size of the council x 1.5? its probably 0.2 x of the total population of huangcheng? this is 道具. although we may not seem very PORTFOLIOish like the THINK THEMSELF GODLIKE ppl, or cool like MAD (which some of them really really are) i think 道具 is a really nice nice group. although we stay up late all nite, to chiong 道具, then return home sweaty bloody and tired to do our homework, we dont mind, we dont care, we dont 埋怨. why? cos we ♥ 道具, we ♥ 黄城. 台上十五秒钟的黑暗是我们的表演时间. so true so true. although we are like 幕后 ppl, i think our contribution is the most. our dedication is the most. our motivation is also the most. to those in 道具 now and always, THANK YOU. 谢谢你们. Arigatō. Gracias.

BLOCKS WAS CRAZY T.T

2011-03-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

mannnnnnnnnnn RANGO is boring -.- its like...blackswan or smt...at first very nice then in the middle, suddenly the director realises not enuf time liao jiu CHIONNGGGG ah

ok anw...been studying since ytd

on sunday i went camp at punggol. then monday morning walked all the way back from there to school. reached at 5 sia. then bathed and joined daoju for dinner. talked alot of funny stuff and i was sleepy luh....

then tuesday. kaigonged and ....hmmm grp4 outing:) had sashimi:) then went pool...although i wanted to playyyyy but...just didnt feel like. anw there was an odd number of ppl oso so i xi sheng is kay one:) but felt sad we didnt watch movie. went home rather late=]

ok anw i spent ytd reading exchange notes and watched blackswan. then did maths and went watch Rango in cinemas. boring show sia...

today...spammed maths but im still at SnS sian... cut my hair...now it looks funny zomg

hope tmr will do much more

2011-02-28T23:20:00.001+08:00

well life sucks.

on the bus back home, i started to think about why i even go to school. after i realised how meagre the pay of a pilot is, i did not have any more ambition. economical concepts sucks. the need to even pay to live sucks. the need to pay to live gives rise to the need to work for pay which gives rise to the need for higher education to have higher pay. everything sucks. schools should just close down. its not making my standard of living any better.

2011-02-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

一转眼新年就过去了。

me is dam sian now:(
lifes sad. although its happy too:/ me is not making sense. so what should i do?:)

hahaha okay so anw yeap me is sian.
hmmmm when was my last post? oh tuesday! okay. lets see wad happened...

WED
pe first thing in the morning. went poolside for the swimming thing. then just swam lah. first is swim in pe 50 m. then swim without pe 50 m -.- abit lame sia. then i continued swimming 10 laps. xuehng swam 30 zomg. lol. guess i not as swimfit as last time liao. its like i swim 1 lap jiu tired. at most 2 laps then must stop liao...hahaha. the day went on tiringly and went kaigong after ct. boring like hellllllll. sian. i dont rmb a thing after tat.

THU
i went sch with a cold. nothing much really then. then it got worse. as the day went on, following sch was a stupid retarded fire safety talk in which i slept thruout, i fell sick. zomg. from a cold, i got cough by like 5pm? then fever by 7. then still have to meet the teachers abt set design. till 8.30 or smt, then i went home. straight. bought 100plus and waffle hahaha then eat and drink lah. ummmm slept at 9.45 hehehehe.

FRI
pop today:( i couldnt go siannnn. i stayed in bed till 10 plus. then went see doctor at 12plus. i was intending to go sch hand in consent forms and watch POP but yeah, was still sick :( haiz....sick is no fun one. NO MORE PE FOR 2 WEEKS T.T

SAT
felt much better after 1 round of medicine. slept till like around 11plus i think hahaha. sian i didnt do much work :( regret it now. then went out for dinner. went sentosa to walkwalk. boring.

SUN
went IMM take family photos for like 4 freaking hours?! wth lah srsly. dam wu liao. but i think its a good concept lah. take family photo good. but 4 hours not good. i wanted to finish my work today. intheend finished one only -.-

haiz.

which do i like. the blooming or the bloomed?

2011-02-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

TMR PE! hahaha and this is my first tuesday i get to go home early:D although im not really happy after quiting floorball:/ well anw, i felt bad quiting the team too guys, i like floorball, i like playing with you guys, i like HCFB. but yeah. A divs are coming and i dont think its fair that i screw up ur lineups and stuff just for my own interest. thats like totally being a SELFISH BASTARD. yeap. so dont be mad at me pls=] hahaha. okay anw...daoju today was sooooo quick:/ nothing to do and so little ppl somemore haiz...but we had dinner at prince! although it was ex...hahaha. well i slept in class today. during maths and chem lecture. totally tired. then braced myself for physics tutorial.

monday...

the longest day of the week. 1.5 hrs of econs. killer. although im okay with econs more now, im still not really doing well with tat guy-.-

oh yeah! today is scouts founders day. wore my venture cord=]

daoju<3 sian....i really missed the times i was in j1. when i didnt have to scratch head over every matter. now i understand the 苦衷 of the daozhangs...haiz. BUT I DONT REGRET BEING ONE! GRRRRRRR LETS GO!!! CHEM TUT!

note to self: econs timed assignment = not enuf time to do = dont study = sleep more! YAY

2011-02-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

一转眼，新年已经过了.
these few days, i laughed alot which is good. Enjoyed the mahjong sessions real much with my relatives 有输有赢. wats important is tat i learn from every mistake, still learning how to see whos waiting for wat.

初一初二 went out to collect angbaos. then its like custom to go my ahgong hse play cards and stuff:D hahahs. then this year 初三 abit special cos i didnt stay at home to play. went to ahbin's hse to 拜年. 捞ed yusheng there, ate linner and loads of fun:D i didnt regret going XP hahahahs. we played like cards, piano, truth&dare at ahbin's hse then went down to play soccer and marcopolo. OMG my soccer deprove like siaooooo hahahs~ long time neh play liao. 然后leh go nex eat dinner. got rather...frustrated at fish&co...like their orders came wrong and slow....hmmmm but after tat went sky park to play more truth&dares=] hahahs. OMG guess how many times im supposed to tio YO! ans: 6 XP and its like.....4 in a row? lmao. went home at 11.

the ending of CNY gives me the feeling that like As is coming really soon and im getting worried...strange for me cos i never did get too stressed b4 exams and this is real early. HAIZ guess i gotta work hard now :/ lalala~ 睡觉了=]

2011-02-02T22:37:00.002+08:00

1. Creativity, ingenuity, and originality
2. Self-control and self-regulation
3. Appreciation of beauty and excellence
4. Bravery and valor
5. Citizenship, teamwork, and loyalty

2011-01-30T15:04:00.000+08:00

floorball is soon becoming a distant cca...

tuesday. flagraising. "hey collin, see me after flag raising." i was like okay...since marcus and paxy was oso called. probably wont be smt bad. soooo after flag raising, i guaiguai go see him. to paxton: blahblahblah abt some maths thing. then to marcus: blahblahblah abt some econs rep thing. then to me: "hey collin, u know i marked the econs holiday homework? (ummmm OKAY? so?) i wanna ask u if u photocopied the answers?" i was like...WTFUCK! u dont like its okay. but u say i photocopy my fucking work. thats bad. screw off. who wanna photocopy and hand in work to u sia. but tks for saying my handwriting owned ur eyes to make it look photocopied. anw. if i get another complaint tat i copied my work, i will make sure u lose the job.

thursday was a FREAKING sian day. add 2 more hours sia -.- sianjipua. but j1s started their orientation LE! brings back memories...hahahs. ohohoh and i heard JOHN's opera voice from the 3rd floor when my class was all doing a GP compre test roflmao! then PT till 5 and went dinner with the auditioners. hahahs. and finished DE yooooo

friday i went home early=] cos it was a sian day in school

saturday. went sch for wumei meeting. the tan lao shi was talking abt our design and then went through aspects of design thru ppt. BORED lmao. then went banner painting. and 3.30 off to suxiang's bday. NEX is nice. but still very new. lol. Green hornet is an average movie but watching from the first row makes it below average -.-. then....dinner at LJS. bday cake. camp at void deck and taxied home.

sunday. caught a cold from standing in the rain ytd trying to lock my gate -.-

2011-01-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

ACADEMIC INFLATION>< I LOVE THIS WORD.

the economy undergoes inflation i.e. each basket of goods and services costs more to purchase. tats economical inflation. but wat happens when the academia inflates? the quality of education i.e. knowledge passed down, increases. the standards of tests also increases. and definitely the requirements of passing oso increases. this is all total crap. since the economy needs to be cooled down when there's too much of inflation, how come nothing is done to cool down academic inflation that the secondary and tertiary students are experiencing sia? haiz. saddening. well. this is life.

u see, the standards of living has been rising every second. thus the cost to survive also rises. its only man's nature to survive and thus, they seek to earn more money to counter the rise in costs to survive. As such, they seek more education, knowledge rather, to get a better job with a better pay. which is a dam classic case as in singapore. sooo the competition rises and everyone wants a better job. u make a mistake in any test. ur prob and down u go in the hierarchy. and in the end, poof u vanish and u die in ur own hands. tats reality. and tats wats turning all of us into cannibals, not eating others, but eating ourselves. killing ourselves. the more we work, the more we earn, the more we dont get to enjoy and the more there's no need to survive. isnt life abt enjoying?

creativity. i think im creative lol. tats beside the case. but i think sir ken robinson is really rite. its like...education is really teaching us how to earn more money. its stigmatizing the minority jobs like artists, musicians, dancers. sadly.

lol. im talking alot of crap -.-

lifes been tough. i hate HBL. saturday was tiring. sunday was nice but tiring.

2011-01-17T22:22:00.000+08:00

omg....i got owned in maths by everyone T.T

and the new class bench positioning sucks TTM SCREWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ok...

the week was hectic...busy...not really crazy yet.

wellll saturday i went scouts early in morning to show juniors my survival kit. then went huangcheng meeting. GOD knows tat the meeting was till 5 then i didnt go floorball and went guitar at 3. which would be my last lesson. then...its like...everything clash. and maybe the coach is pissed at me or smt. just...EVERYTHING CLASHED. 天下大乱

then sunday came. and CIP. was happily collecting till lunch and WTH why eat at mos burger...although its good experience...and learning from it, i became smarter to know tat my thinking of it as not a fast food restaurant was correct. then went back collect. our group slowed down alot but nonetheless, we finished our blocks...only to find some other grp with some particular ppl slacking like some shit. pissed? DUH. sian? DUH. wth lah...u all wanna slack go somewhere else slack lah. asif we want u come like tat. i would rather we come down on 2 days and do it ourselves. 我心甘情愿 sia...dinner became sian and i totally felt like murdering someone. dropped the tot. sianed diao for the rest of the day.

ok...time to go...再见

2011-01-12T00:19:00.000+08:00

2nd day of school =/

well at least theres no econs or gp today! SMILES hahahs. ok...i dunno when im getting my new phone but i hope i make the rite choice. lalala~ speaking of which, maybe i shld think back when i really made the worst choices and maybe the best ones?

ok...sec 1 and 2...choice: to go ortus council. BAD DECISION didnt join council. ok...suck thumb.

sec3 choice: mug hard go CSE. BAD CALL. continued playing and ended up in nonCSE

sec4: study well and get OSA. OH YEAH OWNAGE =] best choice ever.

join daoju: will never regret WOOHOO

PCME: regrets shld have taken PCMG or BCMG. well..suck thumb

10s6h: not as much regret as last time=]]]]]

floorball: not regretting yet=]

j1: study hard for h3. regret.

buy acer computer during...sec4?: GOOD CHOICE=]

buy omnia 7 and not hd7: dunno yet

well....seems to me i shld study hard hahahs. but anw, i hope i can stay happy and hyped for school lah. although its really tiring....like i almost slept during econs lect today. OMG wednesday supposed to be my slackest day T.T PE + CT + 1 TUT + 1 LECT. WTHHHHH WHY OPEN HSE ON WED!!!! I WANT MY WED T.T

2011-01-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

first day of school didnt start awesomely.

as always...the "motivational" talk with our dear CT for one hour began at 7.50. -.- sian ji pua. anw, i decided. if i still dont get econs by...say may? i will consult him. if he ever niaos me, i will consult econs head and tell everything and ask the head to be my private tutor or smt.

hmmm the day went gr8 with the "success" over the maths and physics lecture test -.- LOL hahahs. maths was ok lah. lost 8 marks liao XP then...maybe careless here there still can pass. then physics ahhhhhh WOOHOOO option B FTWWWWWW;) hahahs. my class decided B was the best answer for every MCQ soooo dunno? just pick B!

then meeting with yang...although not much as meet yang as meeting daodu tuan. YUP! tats the day...and homework collection was okay. i have a feeling chem will screw me tmr. econs too maybe

2011-01-07T02:01:00.002+08:00

i hate my timetable and my teacher. SIAN...

floorball is killing me...T.T

JIAYOU TO ME~~=]

2011-01-06T00:09:00.001+08:00

screwed...im not supposed to be blogging now...but nvr fastfast jiu back to work liao...

i have lots of work to do...and im very busy T.T but i very easy digress how...i shld have the talk with the coach soon...

HELP PLSSSSSS someone...=[

2011-01-03T21:14:00.001+08:00

YAY i can still skip 100 times consecutive!!! gonna try 200 tmr

YAY i went up marina barrage ytd for first time XP hahahs

daoju outing sucked...T.T sry guys...

2010-12-31T00:55:00.000+08:00

lol this is stupid...

i told ya i would do it earlier but i didnt T.T hahahs now i 托 until the last day of the year then do. lmao. okok need to finish fast. floorball l8r. then not gonna sleep till 2011.

YEAR ANALYSIS =]]]

well i rmb when i first came into JC, i was stuck with my 死党s from V09. and we were like stuck together. but slowly, one by one we scattered into our own CCAs. i rmbed we were walking around the wings, aimlessly looking at which CCAs to join. and amazingly, i followed my bro and joined huangcheng. hahahs. and everyone was so fascinated by the whole faculty thing.

ok...and there was OG and class s6h. well my OG was rather active one...but slowly as the months past, i rmb there was only at most 2 outings which was 1 month after orientation? and no more liao le. quite saddening for a JC group lah. then comes class. since the 1st day i joined S6H, i knew i was in deep shit (sry if i offended anyone but im srs =] ). this is a good class, academically and individually, but i was worried there wont be the...4O2 spirit? the class unity i once experienced. it was the feeling that everyday i wanna come to sch early, not tat i wanna meet my teachers but i wanna be with my classmates. it was the feeling that i wanna stay in class everyday after sch just to stay with my classmates more. it was the feeling that when 4O2 chants STOKE CITY and i also go STOKE CITY FTW. its tat. well...S6H didnt give me tat feel at the start. but slowly as our classmates' walls all melted, i think i can say we are probably halfway to the spirit im talking abt? hahahs. i mean like prob only half the class is very bonded. and here, i met good buddy Son and Capt Pax. well and my friends of cos.

then 黄城. this took almost half of my days everyday in sch. well...after sch...i was SOOOO eager to go 道具 no matter how late it became. it was the talking i enjoyed. it was the sawing i enjoyed. it was the 道具开饭 i enjoyed. I SIMPLY ENJOYED EVERY SINGLE SIMPLE TO COMPLICATED THING IN 道具. hahahs. and i rmb. i ran for daozhang and zhiwei. i got really upset cos i didnt manage to get in for zhiwei but well life goes on? hahahs. and im still daozhang... i rmb...i emoed for a whole period after the whole running thing and i was really really upset. but well...im fine now...i hope XP lalala hope next year will be gr8. or rather...tmr XP ok...then 公演 came. i got the goosebumps thrice i rmb when we sang the song on stage after credits. it was sooooo touching. yeah. hahahs. and i rmb MINIX OMGOMGOMG. MINIX....hahahs. i shlda taken a picture first T.T nvm ask weilun take liao send me XP hahahs

wad else...

well my teachers are rather...not okay with me cos im like doing rather shitly in class. but i gotta admit tat but its really cos my class is dam zai lor... although its partly my fault tat im not really hardworking enough but they shldnt have too high an expectation for ppl like me ... haiz....

scouts...hahahs. im getting more involved in HQ stuff cos of PSA project and ASPIRE stuff. well...its quite busy and tiring...

well and i joined floorball =] hahahs i dunno whether its the rite choice. ive been wondering really...its like the team is involving me as a team player le. but how do i explain tat i may not be able to play in div a. well i know its up to coach to decide whether im in the line. but...hahahs pls dont be angry with me cos i cant go div a T.T u are a good team

hahahs. ok...i rmb i was a rather ...like how to say... always change decision de...no backbone. hahahs i rmb during the start of the year i jiu 喜欢 shang a girl then everyone reading my blog was like woah then who who who. i was like dont tell u and stuff. but anw, i got real emo and stuff for dunno wad reason after tat then...forgot liao lol. hahahs. anw im over it and going on fine w8ing for new stock to come in >< hahahs as yuming puts it. ohohoh looking at my blog...i suddenly found out i b4 this year jiu got another one le. LOL. ok...i oso got over tat like dam soon after 1 month ba i guess.

awesome...i could have dreams last time...T.T I WANT MY DREAMS T.T

wahhhhhhh last time i so scary sia...lol WOOPS its quite amusing to read last time postsss. cool i changed target in feb...HAHAHS I DIDNT KNOW WTS

Events i rmb...tat i havent mentioned
BIKEHIKE
DAOJU OUTING'10
MR WEE TREATTTTTT
FAC DANCE
choir perform...
DANCE NIGHT
FAC OUTING X2
the 933 thing

well i hope everyone around me will 身体健康 and stay safe. i hope floorball will win in Div A. i hope my class will become more bonded. i hope tat 黄城 next year will be a GRAND SUCCESS XP

2010-12-28T02:35:00.000+08:00

yayay 大家 im back! hahahs

msia was awesome and i guess its time i shld do a review of the year so far (although im left with...28,29,30,31 4 days! =] )

w8 better talk about the hols since drama camp

DRAMA CAMP 戏剧营 GROUP 4 FOUR跳墙

well...i wasnt really very involved...i really tot i was sorta slacking. but anw...i helped out for daoju and felt the pressure during huanchangs. MAJOR SCREWUP: didnt paste the handprint for one scene. in the end got the actress to help paste T.T FAIL but yeah. help out for daoju and got rather tight up during last few days. MAJOR SCREWUP: dont play when u are not told to T.T got scolded for this...then in the end i forced myself not to play during wet games. well...anw my grp is bonded =] which is good

BEIJING 北京 PEKING

when was this ah...lol i forgot...28thnov to 4th dec i think...YUP i think so hahahs freak dunno why i am so awake so late at nite. prob cos i just bathed -.-

ok anw the pk trip was okay=]

i rmb only a few parts ah so dont blame me.

basically, my family exclude my father, my aunt and son, my 大姑 and her 2 daughters plus their cousin, and my cousin went

took the plane then i watched...stepup3 inception and some other movie halfway. then reached beijing liao. got into the tour bus and immediately we went hotel liao. GRAND HYATT BEIJING YOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! superduper nice HOTEL!!!!=] TTM lool. ok then went out for dinner. okay so we walked to this food street which was the wrong version of the longer one further down (and we didnt realise until the last 2nd day) then bought some 小吃. first finger food: FRIED SCORPION 0.0 hahahs and im the one who started it >.< lol ok and its really quite good ya know. then my cousin bought fried seahorse,fried starfish and stuff. yeah. which wasnt really nice. then got omelette. then we walkwalkwalk into some ulu linkroad then got this restaurant. go in order 6 bowls of noodles 3 刀削面 and 3 炸酱面 and guess wad! we left with 4 2 bowls of 面 untouched! LOL WTH RITE? tat says alot for someone who likes to eat noodles lol. ok then went shopping around for shoes.

tats the first day and probably the most complete day i rmb.

next ah i just go attraction by attraction.

GREAT WALL OF CHINA 长城
lalala its really very tall. lol. went up by cable car. then started climbing. well its quite tiring but yeah... and its very steep XP (tsktsk quite okay lah lol) then a while 就 reached top liao. but didnt go further lah cos got time limit cos in tour. then enjoy the breeze lor. oohohohoh i managed to like...capture the image in my head and im drawing the picture in my white book =] ok anw tats besides the point. then go down liao.

FORBIDDEN CITY 紫禁城
hahahs actually i dunno whether i came here or 故宫-.- okay anw...its just freaking big and theres like...999 rooms or smt is it? so....3 years shld be enuf to sleep in every room once every nite...provided u rmb which room u alr slept in -.-

OLYMPICS BIRD NEST WATER CUBE 鸟巢，水立方
okay...it was very cold...but anw we still went but we didnt go near it T.T hahahs. the cube is really very quadrilateralish and the bird nest is really...bird-nestish? hahahs. okay.

SUMMER PALACE 颐和园
big...lol i forgot everything liao -.-

WANGFUJING 王府井
OMG ITS LIKE GIGANTIC AND ALL NICENICE STUFF =]=]=]=]=] hahahs shopped like hell...but tats for my cousins...i bought...shoes,jacket,keychains and i think tats abt all.

NATIONAL CENTER FOR PERFORMING ARTS 国家大剧院 i.e. like ESPLANADE
okay...its like esplanade? hahahs tat shld be all lol.

CCTV TOWER 中央电视台塔 i dunno how its written T.T
okay...its bloody tall. went up for a 10minutes buffet lol. guess how we did it? we took all we could in 10 minutes and at 3...we started to eat our lunch lol. cos buffet ended at 3 and we had till 4 to finish our food. then we went up the tower...look see look see around beijing. quite nice if not for the haze. then went all the way down and got the underwater world. but...i think singapore's one nicer XP hahahs but they got jellyfish WOR!!! (Y)

UNIVERSITIES
well...we drove past the TSINGHUA AND PEKING UNIVERSITY i.e. 清华大学 and 北大

still got...

i rmb got one morning we woke up at like...5 plus then go to the 广场 and watch their flag raising...which was rather *ahem* lame as in...i feel lah....i meann no insult but yeah. i tot it was rather boring for a teenager like me

FOOD STREET
rmb i said got this larger food street? hahahs ok. we went on the 2nd last day or last day-.- but anw...i ate...other than scorpions AGAIN =] FRIED CRICKETS YO!!!!!!! hahahs.

okay i think tats beijing for me.

then came back and went for SINGAPOREJAMB100

JAMB100

arrived after opening ceremony. stayed at sarimbun for 4 nites i think. did like...at least 1 article each nite. then did more closing to the end of jamb. didnt sleep on last nite b4 ASPIRE presentation. but anw yeah. i was in media team during jamb and im rather proud of it XP

ASPIRE02/10

well, it was more hiong than last ASPIRE i think. then yeah. glad i was able to start fire with 2 matchsticks lah. but food still uncooked. gotta train my firestarting more liao. HOPE I PASS T.T

MALAYSIA 马来西亚

welll....latest trip so i think i shld be able to rmb more stuff

1st day

off to KL at 8 in the nite. then i was sleeping at the back of my dad's car. lol. hotel at 12 i think.

2nd day

off to LANGKAWI straightaway. stopped at kuala kedah for lunch at 2plus. had ba kut teh. then...parked the car and went to take the boat. got a rented car. went hotel WESTIN which is also FREAKING NICE XP then...went...dinner i think b4 going around island lol. drive and drive

3rd day

LANGKAWI

we went swimming i rmb but tats in the afternoon. in the morning we went...out lol forgot liao. i think we went OH!!! CABLE CAR! then up to some mountain freaking high. and then...yeah. w8ed freaking long for queue. then swim at hotel then... went dinner and met this tour guide who was the boss of the restaurant. then we went the night market with 15 minutes left b4 every shop closed -.-

4th day

LANGKAWI

tour! hahahs. went KILIM GEOFOREST PARK and saw...eagles,bats,dolphin (LUCKY), but no crocodile lol. then...beach and we went back hotel. end of tour. our fam then go...forgot where liao lololol. i think got go some black sand beach or smt. plus go some other hotel look see look see.

5th day

LANGKAWI

returned the car and went back kuala kedah. OFF TO PENANG and yup. went some small food street to have dinner. then went Times Square to walkwalk but all shops closed cos renovating or constructing. anw....went back eat more food at the same place b4 going back hotel to sleep. oh yeah, we drove for 3 hours on a hill b4 coming to eat -.-

6th day

PENANG

went driving around. in the morning we went...forgot liao. but i know afternoon we went this bigger and nicer food street to eat lunch. then drive off to dunno where and at nite, came to gurney plaza when all the shops were closed. then go the same food street to eat rojak and end of day. oh yeah! dinner was christmas buffet at the hotel.

7th day

PENANG

okay...im getting tired. lol. ok...morning jiu...breakfast at hotel. then checkout. went GURNEY PLAZA...which is FREAKING BIG then bought a few shirts. then...walk like for almost 6 hours -.- hahahs. then got eat lunch lah. ohohoh and i bought shoes. okay...then went KL. caught in jam. so reached KL dam late. checkin at shangrila XP

8th day

KUALA LUMPUR

woke up in the morning. went swimming pool lookseelooksee. then went back up. packing up liao. 然后 havent checkout yet we went to BUKIT BINTANG train station there and go SUNGEI WANG SHOPPING PLAZA. bought jeans and yeah. walkwalk lor. then went back hotel checkout. go malacca. ate satay sauce steamboat for lunch. then went this nyonya shop to eat. OMG THE WAITRESS FRAEKING CHIO!!!!! hahahs. WOOPS. and i was like...almost staring at her liao. lol. and shes sooooo young oso as in...my age around there lah. im not paedo. ok...so yeah. the food there dam slow and not really say very nice but yeah. got chio waitress lol. came back singapore.

ok tats msia 2010

...DAM i shall do the review tmr or smt XP

hasta la vista =]

2010-12-23T15:57:00.001+08:00

At Langkawi=]]

2010-12-10T21:28:00.002+08:00

pffts tired

well was at Jamb100 for the past 5 days. slept only 1 hr in 2 days WINNNN hahahs. anw...christmas is coming and time really flies. probably gonna think abt the year soon. HAVENT DONE HOMEWORK T.T

aspire coming up soon.

countdown coming up soon.

2010-11-17T22:17:00.000+08:00

today was a loooooooooooooooooooooooooong day.

sunday...

omg i was so excited abt the daoju outing. srsly. then happily i was walking down tripleone somerset (i think tats wat its called) then it was like 12. dark clouds came rolling in. bad sign number one. i started smsing xinying liao. omggggg. gonna rain how? so we check weather forecast and ask friends living around the east coast area. gg. gonna rain. 12.15. cancel/postpone outing. rain starts. 12.20 or smt. OMG lie jun left hse liao-.- hahahs sry dude. really sry. i really hope everyone read their phones at 12.30 or b4 they left hse. really really sorry if they did. like SORRRRRRRRRRRY!!!!!!!!!!!

went home to play mahjong with my sis and bro and aunt. well...i was just not focused bah. lost like shit. then second round...lost again. FREAK. sian. i think i gotta train until i can see wat other ppl are w8ing for. i think tats a skill.

monday...

early in the morning, go school for games comm stuff. we started with all the wet games but only a few ppl got wet (not me=D) then went in and slack slack walk to huisuo and slack slack and went home. in the end i played comp like for the whole day.

tuesday...

ares fouting (fac outing) [according to fred] hahahs. well, i can only say that the food was good and the MAD performance was oso good=] the venue was rather small for us and it rained sooooo minus points hahahs. lets seeeeee $18 ticket. $1 mr bean icecream voucher. $1 free frolick topping. $1 red band. $12 buffet? hahahs and i had two servings soooooo in all quite worth it ;D

wednesday...

woke up at like 6 plus for survival. went punggol. in the end...just did fire went into jungle chop a few things. came out slack and left. lol. freak sia. i needa practise my flint thing. then went drama camp recee. was earlier than everyone lol. super sleepy by then lololol. then walk walk see see. my team into grp 4. games comm meeting. end. went teaparty for greencouncil meeting and now im at home blogging. hahahs.

sleepy...

2010-11-13T00:24:00.000+08:00

lol learning how to deal cards fast=]

trying to find stuff about floorball but like very little leh.

omg...i lost my touch of blogging liao. cant talk much liao....

well...for one, i know tat my hols are gonna be really tiring and packed soooo yeah. GG.

hope alot of ppl go daoju outing...PLSPLSPLS

2010-11-03T16:34:00.000+08:00

omg school is really slack this week cos we supposed to do pw.

listening to music now from my comp. son reading a book. OMGGGGG. sian diao.

concept by fri.
games proposal by tmr. haiz

i think im gonna tire out real soon when 2011 starts. well. lets say i go for floorball every 2,4,6. smts pon 6 cos of rehearsal for hc. then u think ah 1,3,5 do daoju abit not tired liao. somemore next year the structure become maybe each daozhang take 2 daodus. then means paixi will be twice a week? or maybe 4 times closer to gongyan. OMG...means i will pon floorball alot.

ytd.

wow first time i felt so tired since...never. FREAK. this is crazy. one thing i know...my body is not weak but my joints are spoiling fast. my knees and shoulders go 'piak' every time i do a squat or pushup. which is VERY scary. sian...

floorball made me so tired i went home and slept at 1030=]

2010-10-31T22:22:00.000+08:00

yoyo=]

getting my floorball stick tmr!!!=] hahahs. more piano pieces to play and still finding some guitar ones. hmmmm gotta pw op first lol. i dunno wat to say liao.

msg 3.25
then...i got c for maths FREAK. i deproved liao. means i must start practising maths lol. tell u smt. i never done any maths practises before promos or blocks. XP srsly. hahahh.
ok go op liao

bb

2010-10-27T22:49:00.000+08:00

人生短短几十年，
多少情侣不会见。
若能相识算有缘，
交个朋友不会倦。
与朋共食样样甜，
与朋共度人生间。
礼尚往来笑整天，
人生短短好十年。

2010-10-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

well at least i can see like progress in the growth of my brain which i believe is really undeveloped. ive been thinking why i cant think of what i was thinking in the past. now i know why...becos i was thinking too much about what i was thinking in the past to think about other things and tat was the only thing i was thinking about! hahahs. proud of myself today XP

for one
i settled wat to do with the class issue
for two
i tot of a rather awesome name for PW
for three
i did rather okay for three papers=]

today started off with the student body forum. high school students already very used to it liao cos of the weekly assembly we had in high school hahahs. this would prob be the first time the girls experienced this kinda thing lol. dunno whether good thing anot. well it went well cos i get around 2 minutes more to sleep but now i have the responsibility thanks to my fellow daozhang to walk next year's juniors to the opposite side of the road-.- okay then break=] hahahs and CHEM LECT! sitting beside paxton is rather stressing but at the same time destressing. cossss he gets high marks then u stress but u can destress by niaoing him cos he knows u are kidding although i know i shldnt niao too much=/ hahahs. ok...mcq was rather =/ but the section a was ok lah. 21/30 and 27/40. well okay rite? i need 18/40 to get b and 29 for a. hahs lol. then physics lab came. had some 'fun' doing experiments today. hahahs best is when return papers. WOOOO 70/100 XP AAAAAAAAAAAAAA hahahahs. yay and early release cos we finish experiment fast. then...maths! omg...mr tan is really a NICENICENICE guy=] now i know i got a c for maths which is quite =/ again but yeah...haiz can do wad? lol. and class meeting. went for h3 briefing. then went home think about the onetwothree stuff. considering whether to join floorball:
pros
exercise/fit
more friends
may make it to team and play
fun
cons
tiring extremely
may clash with hc
wont be able to commit to floorball during gongyan cos i got heavier responsibility at hc

=/ so how? by rite pros outweigh cons by 1 lol butttttttt cons are like qualitatively heavier than pros. HOW!!!!

capt allows me to go and wants me to go. but friend advise me not to. senior say shld think carefully but advise not to. ccamates say i have to think carefully oso but must rmb abt tests and such and yeah. haiz. advise is not to. my heart says yes. my brain says no. my body says yes too. FREAK LAH. maybe i shld take up paxton's advice, to join, and consider when coach picks team. u think?

2010-10-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

OMG I WANT WINDOWS PHONE 7!!! hahahs. it looks FREAKING AWESOMESSSS

hahahs today is a happy day!=] cos we won floorball. hahahs ppl say i quite good at floorball but i think during match i suck like shit. like yeahhhh...-.-pffts. its the pressure prob. i think i play quite okay if its like laxing play only though hahahs. hmmmmm ATHENA WONNNNNNN FIRST! although i think marktern really played quite rough and pissed a few ares ppl off=/

went home after FOS. then bathed. super tired after tat. oh ya when i took off my socks...i realised my two bigbig toe bleeding then i got a blister under the nail of the rightfoot second toe. ji pain. now i walk oso got difficulty. oh ya during the game i almost sprained my leg lol. and my right palm hurts alot now.

2010-10-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

pffts

well bought my new earphones=] and an amp but i think im gonna refund it. then got the spain slippers toooo XP

GUITAR/DRUMS ROCK LIKE HELLLLLLL!!!=] omgomgomg drums omg. hahahs. im totally gonna get addicted!!! lol. DRUMS! maybe i shld go take up lessons=] after i perfect guitar hero drums yooooo!!! hmmmm tmr's fos liao. revved up and ready to go. ares a team is a ji strong team. got floorball vice cap and the rest of the floorball better team who are not in sch team cos there's not like 4 j1s in sch team-.- zz

im think i very de gullible.=]

2010-10-11T09:44:00.000+08:00

HEY!

hahahs. post promos dont feel like post promos! OMG HOW! went bugis iluma today with fam for lunch. then after tat went to meet sheng and yume. on the way met cass lol dam qiao. then took mrt to funan. then went excelsior peninsula or smt like tat. bought 3 guitar picks =] hahahs one mission complete. oh l8r i going see slippers and earphones!=] hahahs hope can find wor. the stupid spain slippers so nan zao. hmmmm...then shiyang they all came when we were at challenger playing some games and i think we stayed there rather long lol. went marina square to eat dinner. lol. i think i allergic to japanese hotpot buffet liao. 2 times in one day sia. cfm fat liao.

well i hope sabbats gonna be good. sry sheng i never swap cos i really want this one. hmmmmmm....GUITAR DRUMS FTW! i shall go there act newbie=] finishing canon in d soon=] hahahs then....

END=]

2010-10-08T21:14:00.000+08:00

OMG 200 posts LE!!!!

hahahs so zhun -.-

counting how much marks i lost for maths now. hahahs hmmm during exam i counted 40. now i count 47. well lets hope all goes well goes the blanks i left was 26 marks alone. plus 1 mark for each part of question will be 47 le! =]

okayyy so evaluation for promos:
GP: so-so i kinda forgot the question for essay liao. although i still rmb 'yoke' from the compre. i think i will fail AQ. and tats about it. passable
Econs: so-so. i totally screwed up AD/AS OMG. lol. the crude oil price and GPL plot graph i go plot some physics thing. LOL joke. shld be AD/AS LAHHHHH. negative externalities write too little. tats for casestudy. essay shld be okay for the first one which i spent 45 minutes on. 10 minutes for planning. in the end left 30 minutes to chiong the last 25 marks. 10 minutes for SOL and 15 minutes for the other one which i forgot.
Physics: so-so. quite stressed sitting beside SMTP. i tried not to look at them liao lol. buttttt i think doable andddd i finished beforehand. wonder if tats good-.-
Chem: LOL. so-so. section one was okay lah. section two too little time liao. i spent too much time on qn 1. then didnt have time to pick between two or three. see three one page jiu choose tat lol. in the end, just chionged just in time. paper 1 was the FREAKY one. according to kokleong, they make us do paper 2 first to make us complacent. i think tats TRUE dam it. lol.
MATHS: FREAKTARD. widi says he can get 95 and above. FREAK LAHHHHHH. to think i beat him one mark once in sec 4 lol. like once out of seven times or smt. HAHAH. OMG i totally got owned-.- 26 marks go flying off liao. actually i got attempt abit for around 4 to 5 marks. hope the marker lenient and gimme marks =] welll cfm got moderation liao....

hahahs tats abt it.

today went and watched buried. lol freaking show budget is prob less than paranormal activity. JOKE SIA.

i needa get new
guitar picks
earphones
slippers (havaianas spain edition=])

2010-09-29T21:37:00.000+08:00

hey blog!

=]

smile more dude!

lol. hmm today was as per normal. just tat jiinn and cassandra surprised all of us with their notes and food. hahahs thanks=] well...im not really feeling very out from this class actually, its just the grades. and i can really tell i need alot of help=/ hahahs. anw, we had chem at e202. and the first 15 minutes, mr wee was talking to us normally. then suddenly he say smt abt him maybe not teaching us next year. then whole class just went WAD! like really. i was shocked too. as in...hes like probably one of our best teachers (other than mr tan XP) lol. as in...ya. hes like sooooo nice. although smt he goes on and digress into chem 'o' stuff which i find interesting (for organic chem only) hehehs i think hes a nice guy and hes a good teacher. as he said, his mission is not to teach us chem, its to teach us how to like and appreciate chem. okay maybe tats not wad he said but ya. u get wad i mean=/ i dont want him to not teach us. but hmmmmm for other teachers........hmmmmmm...........hahahs lol.

well i think maybe this would be a nice time to reflect for the year? hahahs no lah. for abit only lah. 2010 havent even finish -.-

i rmb i started with like a super hatred for this mugger class. like really. FREAK THIS MUGGING CLASS. lol. well...turns out, they are really very nice ppl. friends like vietson, paxton, billy's gang i wouldnt have met if i went other classes. not inferring anything about anybody else lah! -.- tsk. ya. and ive been enjoying myself very much during lesson time. and many thanks to the two smart guys in our class that i keep bugging with qns but they are still so nice to teach me =] hahahs. ok. tats not really much of a reflection rite? =3

hahahahahhs

smile more ya.

lets make a pact.

if u get good results, i will treat u to anything u want. like a new guitar or smt. okay?

lol. y am i talking to myself -.-

lalala~

good luck for promos. last blog tillllllllllllllllllll 8 oct? hahahs prob so=]

2010-09-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

dear blog,

post 198

hey. hows life? long time since i blogged le. sry. had no blogging mood for a while since my bday. although i gotta thank everyone for the bday surprises. like my class during the chem supplementary lesson, my best V09 friends, and well everyone else on fb and msn and sms and all=] hahs. 17 le. time flies. its as if i just finished psle and got into hwachong ytd only. its as if i was happily owning in maths in sec sch ytd. its as if everything all happened ytd.

well. thats life. and thus it sucks.

i realised how small we human beings actually are. just these small little incy wincy puny little dots on the surface of earth which is like smaller than our largest planet jupiter which is smaller than our sun, which is our solar system, which is part of the galaxy with many of such solar systems, which is in the universe with many of such galaxies. all this came about becos of the big bang. although its a theory, well...better than nothing to believe in. its like everything is expanding, then the universe was actually just dust and dust and dust then suddenly dunno wad happen and stars came about. i watched the discovery channel show and its as if suddenly fireworks came out. then the whole dark universe was lit up with stars. all of a sudden everywhere! then gravity came about, which collected the dust, and caused planets and galaxies and solar systems. ya.cool rite?! then they showed about the other theory (forgot wat its called) that like explains how big bang expand too much then suddenly contract into nothing, which explains like how wats created is also how its destroyed or smt like tat. then it goes to show how its possible there were other universe before us. which prob had different laws of physics! tats like wts. imagine if there was a time that a universe had so imba technology that allowed the "people" (provided their english is the same) to travel between universes! tats like FREAKING COOL!

Virgo

Symbol: Virgin
Chinese Zodiac Counterpart: Rooster
Favorable colors: Green, Dark Brown
Personality: acute attention to details, most dedicated to serving, deep sense of humane, gentle, delicate, analytical, important to be felt needed by partner, helpful friend, excellent at giving advice, knows how to solve problems, health is a focal point, discriminating, methodical, organized, perfectionists, keeps strict grasp on spending.

(adopted from www.horoscope.com)

i wonder how many points i fulfil down there. although i know that horoscopes dont really determine ur personality or fate or destiny, i think they help in ur decision making, they aid in ur improvements in life.

aquarius, rather uncompatible.

now i really wonder why i like her (not becos of horoscope).

guitar concert in november end. how? i scared clash with drama camp.

24 september
chem tut in the morning.
PE OMG FLOORBALL FTW!!!!!!!!! paxton say i shld join floorball. hahs i know i shld, its just tat theres no point cos i got huangcheng during the comp period so i join liao oso cant play join for wad.
recess: cut cake for september babies in our class.
physics lecture: owned everyone by showing a mistake in the lecture
PWJ: spam take notes. started feeling sleepy
maths lecture: just took notes
recess: went coro with our classmate-in-law. almost late.
CT: i think kent yeow is a nice guy. is this how u spell? tsk. as in. hes nice just strict with rules. yah. i think lah....not sure though.

9/9
i read once in a book. that people's bday oso got research onto it one. its called "numerology" or smt. then its states that 9 is like the power of analysis. im one of the only ones in my batch to get the 4 '9's which is supposed to be super strong analytical. tsk. and 1 '1' and 1 '3'.

i think im weird.

i ever tot of wat i would do if all my fam died and i was loaded. i really tot of like being like bruce wayne (although hes fiction and i dont mean the batman part) start company, earn more money then start to take over some restaurants here and there, some hotels and some other stuff. its like im weird? who would think of their fam dying except me. haiz

getting rather stressed out by everything around me, esp promos now. must study hard...its like...im scared for the first time in my life before an exam. [reminding me of how i slept 1 hr in the psle maths exam and still had more time to check the paper -.-]

i think my life sucks.

2010-09-09T01:15:00.000+08:00

hehehs 1.5 hrs into my bday=]

SOMEHOW I FEEL THAT THE DAY AHEAD IS GONNA BE GR8!!! prob becos of someone's message >< HAHAHS YAY. 9 SEPT IS COOL! STILL RMB MY 16TH ON 09/09/09 XP

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-09-06T11:18:00.000+08:00

haiz

hey blog

missing life ya. hahahs. im surprised how everyone knows the stuff i dont want them to lol. plus gullible ppl like me easily get scammed omg. sometimes its good sometimes its bad i guess. hmmmmmmmm lalala~ i shall comment about my F

D: seldom listens to opinions
business is main priority
hmmmm
M: talks alot
asks alot
wants to know everything
S: quarrels with I always
streetsmart
B: smart, very smart
nice guy

why am i writing this omg -.-

3 days left xP

2010-09-05T00:49:00.000+08:00

heyyo!!! blog!

hahahs countdown to bday start liao le. u rmb wat day rite? XP hahahs.

ok so as i promised. i will try to finish up my jap story although i dont rmb much of it le anw ><

6aug

hmmmmm

7aug

hmmmmmmmm

8aug

hmmmmmmmmmmmm OH!!!! i rmb! i was IC TODAY! OMG. sibei cool. lol. stupid AHEM made me lead the troop to the AEX place. aex is adventure expedition shortform lah. its rather far away. then i was solo leading so at first i was really scared i lead everyone to the wrong place. lol. lucky im a scout and can walk and navigate well XP so went AEX. the beest part is prob only mountain biking and archery. although i didnt get to shoot arrow cos the 9 of us there will probably just own and get around 9 for each shot which is the next ring beside bulleye, mountain BIKING WAS FREAKING AWESOME ttm. hahahs. im starting to use ttm omg-.- um. the route is srsly mountainish. even zhengjie cant do it. hahahs. then i managed to go over a few humps when it was my turn. XP super tiring too!!! OMG. i envy mountainbikers sia. they can foresee well. they can bike well. they have good stamina too! then slack till end day. OMG if i not wrong i saw a SHOOTING STAR today and i made a very nice wish=]

9aug

national DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahs. rather excited today cos it was closing ceremony too! ok so we went over to the mainplace and watched some ceremony again. then got FIREWORKS which caused the whole place to stink and made vision around 5m range? hahahs no lah not so bad jkjk nia. then we w8ed for everyone to clear b4 we had our own national day CELEB!!!! hahahs. cool rite?! XP i hoped everyone was celebrating and enjoying themselves=]

10aug

wokeup at around 3? or l8r. started to unpitch everything from tents to shelters to benches and tables. ventures tanked most of the stuff today. omg. around 9 or smt we went onto the bus and bade farewell to the campsite. BYE. lol. i think i will miss it. OFF TO THE CITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XP WOOO!

our first lunch out of camp. some bento thingy. and i dont think its really ex anw -.- stupid AHEM treated us with OUR money lol. then went shopping at this like temple-ish place. then...didnt buy anything =] ohoh i made a wish at the temple! and its the same wish as the shooting star XP

went shopping at the youth area. dunno wad its called. finding onitsuka tiger but mingyang say more ex so didnt get any =[ hahahs my aim is onitsuka tiger tai chi! hahahs. ok so went off and saw this cool shop. the jacket is IMBA nice! hahahs spent too long a time at that shop. in the end only got a WHITE jacket and wallet. hahahs. sian wasted. i wanted to go to the soccer shop to see if got spain jersey anot =[

checked in at hotel

went to the shopping centre rather close to the hotel. nothing much there really. OHOH ATE MCPORK! omg. its super nice haha. then went to play the crane thingy. i won this little mickey mouse. and supposed to get a stitch but it got stuck omg dam SUAY! then went back hotel. went sheng's room play poker b4 going back to sleep.

omg is my day wrong? i think i put wrong but nvm

LAST DAY

went fish market early morning. bought xianbei or smt like tat and you yu XP hahahs then went airport. it was now that i realised I BOUGHT FREAKING NOTHING FOR ANYBODY. PANIC MODE ON! hahahs. so...wad happen is i grab everything i see. lol. keychains, white chocolate, banana cake, greentea chocolate. then buybuybuy realised OH SHIT NOT ENUF FOR EVERYONE. so buy more stuff for my senior daozhangs =]

BACK AT SINGAPORE

missed everyone YAY

hahahs. ok so end of story. i think.

SEPTEMBER HAS STARTED. MY FAVOURITE MONTH OF THE YEAR. hahahs. cos its my bdae duh. lalala~ i wanna watch more movies wor. stopped watching any at the cinema since inception =/ i rmb last time i can watch 2 movies in a week. and it goes on for that month. so its around 9 movies a month? hahahs tats around 72 dollars if its at GV or smt. lol. lalala~

ok shall sleep now. getting late. XP

2010-08-21T00:21:00.000+08:00

dear blog

yos!!! im back xP hahahs shall continue abt the jamboree trip k?=]

2aug

national day in one week. hahahs 2nd day was the opening ceremony lol. u must be thinking how come ytd pitch tent today then open. lol i oso dunno hahahs. ok. so went opening ceremony. SUPER DUPER COLD. it was raining and the mist totally covered every single dam thing. vision radius prob 20 m in front of u? hahahs tats how much mist there was. or maybe those were clouds 0.0 haha. but it cleared up after a while. so yeah good. after tat not much activities for the first day. just cooking dinner and sleep le i think.still missing ppl!

3aug

i think we are supposed to be like having free day or smt but we didnt. wakeup at 4 to cook bfast. sian. then we did dunno wat stuff liao. i think we climbed mt fuji. HAHAHs. yup i think we did. so its like this bloody uphill hike tats super uphill not like sgp's bukit timah hill. lol i rmb this guy, he told us fuji was like 3k plus metre high, then me and wendell were like....err.....lol. bukit timah hill how high ah? hahahs. then he asked us whether sgp got mountain. then we say dont have. hehehs. k. climbed fuji. shitted at the toilet there=] muchmuchmuch cleaner!!! went back camp. dinner. then sleep. it rained the whole night.

4aug

morning. my patrol doing cooking. wokeup even earlier. saw fuji with sunrise OMG super PRETTY!!!!. hahahs. well. did nothing much again today if i rmb correct. cos the main activities all start on 5 aug. lalala. so slack lor at camp. sian.

5aug

world peace prayer ceremony today. basically just go to the main place and just slack there and watch a ceremony. haiz. sian.

ok. i shall try to rmb the rest first k?=] continue next time!

2010-08-15T10:26:00.000+08:00

missed me? hehehs xP

dear blog,

lalala. not really a happy or sad day today =) many things happened last month till now.

went japan from 29 july to 10 aug.

29jul
went airport late cos yuming was late and i was supposed to pick him up. my mum was rather pissed at him cos i told him to come down but he didnt. yah. then reached airport. met everybody there, and that was the start of the trip. HQ ppl are srsly retarded. if they want to drive the van to the pickup area and know tat too many to fit inside, just tell us w8 at the bloody pickup area lah. freaking stupid. loaded the contingent items. then took pictures with banner and went inside. me and wendell same team so we stuck together for almost the whole trip. boarded the plane at like almost 12 midnight. kairou's bday the next day lol. tats one day gone.

30jul
7 hrs on the plane b4 reaching narita in japan. i slept for like 1 hr? cos i was busy watching movies xD hahahs. then i realised the screen was freaking burning lol. went around to shop in the airport and i realised there actually got quite abit of nice stuff to buy. but didnt buy any sadly. went to yokohama i think to their scouts council, where we were introduced to our host family. me and dell same host fam. we met the mistress of the family. yah. not the 奸夫淫妇 tat mistress, mistress as in lady master=) went uniqlo with fred and i bought a green shirt. went to our host fam house. its rather pretty, and its quite like...extraordinary, cos they had a garage, which was considered rather western style. then went into the house. met with her two sons, one is nicholas, one is cage. but i think spelt as nikolai and kage. not sure lol. awesomeness, the master of the house is a french!!! walked to the beach and then had dinner. played ps3 and a card game b4 sleeping.

31jul
we went to i think is kanagawa, some old town with lots of shrines and stuff. then visited one shrine and the great buddha statue they had which was gigantic. had icecream (sweet potato flavor ><) then went home. lol. not much shopping. oh yeah, after the shrine we had a meal at a conveyer belt sushi shop =) and we didnt wanna incur cost on our hosts so we ate very little. in the end they had to help us take and tell us to eat lol. went home and then, prepare for some concert thing, firework festival or smt like tat. spent like 3 hrs there watching ppl sing and dance b4 the fireworks. went home, play ps3 again and slept lol.

32jul(woops, 1 aug)
went back to the scouts council. final farewell to our host fam. then went off to shizuoma, which was like i think the town with fuji inside or smt. and tat was our campsite. unpacked everything and pitched tents. the place is rather disgusting. the path is mud, and our campsite was like at the end of the whole jamboree site. spent our first day pitching everything. i find dinner most interesting le XP have to light up fire in a stove and cook with it. lol. the way to keep the fire big? fan it hahahs. wats more, most of the time cooking is ventures do. so can see most of the time, me, shiyang, fred, wendell fanning the fire. slept in the tent tonite. i started to miss everyone in singapore. or maybe just one in particular...

okay. shall continue next time =)

2010-07-25T01:14:00.001+08:00

i think

Is it me or is it the world is suddenly being very nice to me?

Faraway, japan is like a few thousand km from here i think.

Everything seems so packed tgt now suddenly.

Like just 4 days from now and i will be at the airport.

Like just 3 days from now and i got a chem class test -.- hahahs

In actual fact, im just a stoner.

Not tat i dont do stuff. but just the face. and its makes ppl think i dont wanna talk.

Lol, its quite weird actually if everyone suddenly comes to me and talk.

Omg lah. but i dont really mind. i like this kinda like heart2heart sorta things. not really h2h lah....

Very happy now =D

Everything seems perfect.

i appreciate it when ppl come visit my blog. although i doubt really much ppl do. and plus, all the convos with everyone, whether face2face or sms or msn, i really enjoy talking actually. just tat sometimes i get dam freaking pissed then just totally show it in my words. so sorry if u ever seen it hahahs. lol i dunno wat to say liao -.- speechless.

truth be told. i think im an outcast from my class. truth be told. i think im very unique (not ego, srsly). well, not tat i hate my class ( although i kinda =X woops) its just they are too smart for me. its not tat i didnt try, i think i tried too little. i rmb last year, just study one day b4 test and u can get a decent b grade or smt. but now, study a little u get u. study a lot u get c. mug till ur eyes pop out and u get an a. tats wat u must do. well im trying to study nowadays, and well =) tats a start.

haiz. where would be a good place for me to be alone and w8 for ppl to come and talk to me? i think i dont like group convos, only like onetoone. =/ sian.

INCEPTION IS DAM NICE!!! BAGUS!!! HAO!!!

2010-07-21T21:04:00.000+08:00

是叛逆期还是我越来越恨她了? i hate ppl who talk behind ppl's back. asin, its like u be nice infront of them and talk awhole lot of shit behind them. freaking bad. hate these ppl.

i used to have the mindset that "if u be nice to someone, they will be nice to u." ever since i came here, i was proved wrong time and again sadly. been trying to show my teeth (smile) to ppl, trying very hard liao. i rmb last time in primary sch i was just tat little boy that never fails to smile. in secsch, i was there quietly smiling and frowning occasionally. in jc, i hardly smiled alr. and tats bad...haha so must smile more.

canon in d last few stanzas needa memorize!!! omg. almost done sia =D needa learn other chimmer songs soon too. JAPAN IN 8 DAYS!

2010-07-18T22:21:00.001+08:00

hey life again

feel much better now. at least u let me see that the night is darkest just before the dawn(batman quote xP) hahahs. feeling much better from emoing for the past days.

fri

the worst day of my life. all i can say. thanks sis for the wallet, keychain and pluto doll xD

sat

went for scouts early in the morning. didnt wear full u cos my boots spoilt. then was playing guitar everywhere lol. wendell having pw workshop. yinhong came late. only shiyang was there. mingyang went cip. chuanyu was late abit. played soccer abit. matthew came after a while. WHOOOOOOOOO!!! IM ON FORM YO!!!! hahahs felt dam shuang to keep scoring goals. make me feel rather confident for friday's fest of sports street soccer. =) went for guitar lessons early, lunched at macs at beauty world first. didnt learn much today. just learnt tat my G major, A minor, D major all wrong fingering lol. sian how ah. i used to my wrong one liao cant change lol. then went home. play guitar. omg playing on the swing at my ah gong hse is dam romantic sia=D hahahs. then went home slack.

sun

went sch early morning again. w8ed for aaron, suxiang and weiming. then aiting came late cos she tot its like on the other side of the road lol. slack till 1015 like tat then went weiming hse. composed part of the new song, chords of chorus and verse. ALL KUDOS TO AITING AND WEIMING AND MAYBE AARON AND SUXIANG. DEFINITELY NOT ME =( hahahs. then went home slack again. lol how come i keep slacking?! omg

hey life. lets talk=D

2010-07-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

ok. life. u have made ur point. im stupid. im dumb. im useless. im born to be alone. stop playing with me and let me live my life. its not funny how people are spreading my scandals. its not funny how she daos me. its not funny how everyone looks at me as if im fking weird guy. its not really very funny. i just hope this all stops. today is the max i went. i went totally emo after school. still emo now but not so much. I HATE U LIFE. ya, u may tell me to move on, be optimistic, cheer up. all those sort of things. but have u ever experienced this...one single bad thing is not enuf to crash ur day. in 24hrs, its not only one bad thing tat occurs, its like fking everything tat crashes together and makes everything tat day so omega bad. im totally making sense now. but see the point: EVERYTHING BAD HAPPENS ON THE SAME FKING DAY. tat day was today.

人性本善? or 人性本恶? have u ever tot abt this? its like...y is there evil ppl who exist just to crush the world and make everything bad? y cant they be good? u know everytime i watched the batman which is like 8 times alr, i see the joker whos there just to be a sport and wreck chaos in the world. for wad? why can they derive fun from the mere demise of everyone else? this is a stupid question.

im not making much sense. this is just a ranting post.

2010-07-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

hahahs today got back whole chem paper. i think mr wee is really pissed off at me. cos i was the lowest in class and the next guy prob got two times higher than me or smt. but its srsly cos i dunno nuts abt chem. 20.5/100. sry manx. as in SRSLY, i know nuts abt chem. hopefully i do better in physics and all other subjects. getting maths and gp back tmr=D hope they will be above average at least. hehehs.

slacked at class bench for 1 hr. then went to daoju bench. noone there-.- then went up tiantang. noone there. forget it. i went inside huisuo then started checking stocks in daoju cupboard again. lol. then tried to sleep for around...2 hrs?! lol. super sian. wanna sleep oso cannot. lol. then discussed abt jts with aaron and xinying from 5 plus to 7 plus. HAHAH.

GONNA LEARN FINISH CANON ROCK BY HUIQING. PLUS THE HUIGE><

2010-07-05T23:50:00.001+08:00

hai...

hey life. one boring thing abt u is tat i gotta stick with my family all day long. not tat i dont want to but too much of a good thing is really not good isnt it? well. over the years, ive learnt tat happiness is derived when others are happy. its just a matter of perception. blahblahblah. yes indeed. as i know it, sometimes, we gotta just slow down, stop in our tracks, pause and adapt to the surroundings, tune in to it, and that's where the fun really starts. its the little incy bincy small pieces of happiness u find in the gaps or holes in everything sad tat matters. like how even an ant bites u and u say yay i feel pain. hahahs i dont mean tat. maybe its just how tat can really cheer me up everytime i feel down. this may sound stupid but ya, its the truth. since young, i have never really been in a pressurizing environment to study or mug. until this year. i have never worried abt my future or anything im doing. the consequences or benefits. its just the happy-go-lucky me. but now, worrywart. gotta consider this consider tat. wat crap will happen. wat can i benefit from it. who is coming. who isnt. its like everything is just being factorised into a super gigantic life maths equation and i will never ever be able to solve it to become the 1+1=2 again. indeed my life is screwing me up. i have made up my mind. i will learn from who i used to be. the kind guy in p5 tat was always bullied by some guy sitting next to me. the quiet guy in lower sec tat prob almost never talked for the whole year. the 'high' guy in upper sec tat loved the class for wat it was and enjoyed being there. the scout tat was cute and friendly. the venture tat was tough and enduring. i shall learn to be happy never sad, kind never unfriendly, quiet never irritating. its high time i learnt tat life isnt always the downwards rollercoaster ride cos its the only fun part of the whole trip=D

hey destiny. u are one great thing to exist. well. as i took 506 this morning to bedok, i realised how coincidental it was just to have this 'random' guy sit infront of me, or this car to be driving beside the bus, or me to even sit at the back of the bus. well, this 'random' guy could have been another 'random' guy but it MUST have been this 'random' guy and not the another one. destiny, u make everything come together from pieces, piecing every friendship, every hardship, every relationship, every companionship. u are one of the most wonderful things in the world. if so, since it was ever so hard for u to control every human being to make every piece and fragment join together into the wonderful network of fate, u never did give up. i thank you for tat. it was u tat let me find all my scouts friends, for us to have stayed together long enough. all my other friends, although not so close, but i will work harder from now on. every stranger on the street i walk by, pass by, knock into, run by, drive by or even the other way round, i will not be bad and try to be friendly and hospitable. thank you destiny.

hey love. u are one funny little thing. hahahs. u play around with people's heart and make people sad. but u oso let people fly up to the sky in happiness. hehs. well. u made me take tat rollercoaster ride of urs, go up down up down nonstop. although i reckon its time to stop, i know u have been working with time and life to make everything rite for me hehehs. so anw, tks for brightening my life! and everything else u have done.

hey time. i have been thinking about u. how is it tat u are being defined in seconds? as in y is 1 second 1 second? like y isnt 2 seconds 1 second or 3 seconds 1? hahahs. funny thing arh u. do u think time machine is possible to make? hehs jk. well. i tot once tat wat was pushing time forward? u see...everything is pushed by something forward. lets say...space. its the ever expansion and contraction tats causing the universe to expand. lets say...earth. its gravity and centripetal force tats causing it to move. but for you? theres really no answer. so...wat are u? who found u? are u even existent? =/ tats a question tat i will keep in mind.

hahahs this is total monologuing but at least ive got these questions off my chest and i wont be so sian anymore=D

2010-06-09T01:55:00.000+08:00

ok crap. its getting dam late.

nvm

lalala hike from 1st to 3rd was super tiring. slept only 7 hrs tgt but slept 11 hrs on 3rd cos i couldnt take it anymore. now gotta chiong stupid survey area. I MUST PASS THIS STUPID HIKE THIS TIME!!!

then cmap from 4th to 6th. slept around 5 hrs during camp. the night after tat slept 5 i think. ya 5. OMG LAH. 1 week sleep 28 hrs. freaky.

sian. feel so tired having to post and post and post and post. maybe i shld just dao this and leave it forever.

noone ever reads it anw

2010-05-28T17:45:00.000+08:00

Haiz. My busy week is starting in 1 hour? Hahs. GG.

ok so it's like bike hike from l8r till next morning. Prob go scouts a while. Then the next day will be dance nite plus prepare for the hike in June. 31st rest and prepare for hike. 1st to 3rd a 60 to 65 km hike=) hahs. Finish hike report by 3rd nite. Then next morning go scouts camp help out. But will prob be doing posthike report too. 4th to 6th taken up.7th June chem tut. Japan jamboree (overseas camp) preparation meeting on 8th. Hand in report by 10th.

must chiong hw from 10th to 14th.prepare for aspire camp the next 3 days. 17 to 20th aspire camp. Sian. Shldnt have signed
up for this tekan camp. But to get presidents scout no choice. Haiz. Mug from 21st onwards.
oh ya there's daoju outing twice in the hols. One to mug stage design and another for jts. Plus one or two for songs ic to practice songs tgt and maybe make new huige.yay. Daoju ftw! Songs ic ftw!

2010-05-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

heyyo

nothing to post actually

just tat survival on sunday which was stupid cos my hands still stinks of fish from tat day. then...blhablhablah. oh yes, i shall dao all whom i hate. like dao. srsly dao. ok maybe not dao totally. maybe just...be like wadever in front of her/him then ya. dao. =)

2010-05-20T00:26:00.000+08:00

was reading thru my blog posts in sep2008. hahahs. i could see myself in the 3o2 classroom, doing maths easily as if it were a piece of cake. now, everything's so different. the teachers are, the classrooms are, the students are. i think i shld start pei yang ing my xing qu in every subject.

WOOHOO i finished my prehike report!!! tats super screwed during the process.

zz dunno wat to say liao. eh...

i <3 majhong!!! i <3 music!!! i <3 daoju!!! i <3 haungcheng!!! =D

2010-05-16T17:44:00.000+08:00

haiz. life is tough.

a teacher who failed in getting promoted to be the HOD got upset.
then some guy came and said: reality is staring you in the face. you've failed...
teacher: ya i've failed. students i taught are unfeeling and uncaring. i got replaced by someone else easily although i tot i could've been promoted.
...
guy: making sandcastles is like teaching. after you made the sandcastle, the rain comes and everything you do goes down the drain. similarly, in teaching, you can't be too lax or strict otherwise you will fail. every year, a different batch of students come in. their successes are not yours to take. it would be good already if they even remember you in a few years to come.
teacher: then wats the point of making the sandcastle?
guy: its for the sense of achievement you get and i enjoy the process. you teachers should be prepared for this mentally in the same way (he destroys the sandcastle he just made).Teacher: be prepared to destroy wat you've done?
guy: be prepared for failures and successes.teacher finishes the biggest part of sandcastle and hastily puts on the 2nd level
guy: you are too impatient
teacher: its ok i will do it again
guy: sometimes we should also learn when to let go.

at least i managed to learn abit from this. after having failed zhiwei, failed almost every single lecture test and class test, failed my first vcord hike, failed getting into ylc. i should learn to let go and learn from my mistakes. its inevitable tat im still thinking abt it. but i shld learn to make it my driving force to do better next time. ya i've failed in getting into zhiwei. my greatest failure so far. haiz.

2010-05-16T16:26:00.000+08:00

was walking home alone last nite by the long way. it was such a beautiful nite.

choir concert was GR8!!!

ytd was another sian day. scouts then slacked till choir concert.

2010-05-15T00:50:00.000+08:00

noone will ever like me. even if i die today, i doubt nothing will happen to this world or anyone in it. gonna rain soon. thunder roaring...

today was CSM. slacked at terraces for like 10 minutes after flagraising then went off with sheng to scouts den. shiyang, zhengjie, mingyang came after a while. at 9, we tio caught and we went off. then went out and slack beside a NPCC guard. CSM is retarded. so HOT and STUFFY and MANY PEOPLE and STUPID and HOT. did maths at amphi and slept abit.

when i was alone, i did alot of thinking. wats the fabric that weaves society? my answer? 虚伪，狭隘，背叛. this is my answer. in life, theres no such thing as real friends that u make just by talking. only thru hardship can u get these type of friends. my venture buds are these ppl. not only tat we went thru camps or hikes or any freaking hardships, its how our hearts were merged into one the very time VMC was carried out. although not all scouts were left in the current V'09 unit, we are still together. tats a good thing. but, in my school, around 10 out of the 1200 plus people in JC1, tats like less than 1%. chances of meeting them: close to zero. well, friends i made from my OG? real? not so. friends i made from my class? not many. friends i made from daoju? many. real? not much. friends from highschool? many. real? no. this is reality. this is wat i face every single day of my JC life. i feel sian and sian. looks like i shall just be a high school guy tat sticks with high school guys.

went out at 3 plus to city hall meet bianhe. then walked to marina square and eat. wendell sheng me and bianhe. talktalktalktalk. =) over lunch. wendell says the scandal of me has spreaded thruout huangcheng...wth...wadever dont care. then now, another scandal spreading but not started. WAHHHHH WIN LIAO. ok wadever. i dont care. bianhe still continues on abt the things and ya. then yuming comes at around 6? and zhengjie oso. then...walked around for half an hour. went xin wang taiwan cafe. played 'truth' over dinner. sian. then went home.

2010-05-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

hahahs. better post abt saturday.

woke up at 730 then went scouts. i was w8ing for the ventures but all late. wth...ok nvm. then we got pumped 40 for having ppl late. haiz. interview after tat. totally screwed. cos i dunno anything abt my ambition. and my fav subject has nothing to do with my ambition. my new ambition? PHYSICIST! material science hahahs. i went to search for this and came out...cambridge...stanford...massachuetts...wth so imba unis...ok. so i got screwed. and i ran off to have daozhang meeting.

w8ed for aaron at the bus stop. then went to bukitbatok mrt to take everyone to my hse. discussed for 1 hour plus about daoju stuff. then i went off for SRIT, situational R intensive training=) um then ya. heard they discussed till 2. but anw, i was at SRIT. first station. beehive, fractured ankle, and unconscious with head injury. mingyang and me took chuanyu who was the unconscious with head injury. hahahs. we let go of his head and then he got another one at the back. stupid sia... just treated his head injury and called hosp. mingyang did CPR. ok. next station. i casualty. heat exhaustion and unconscious. under the sun at the track...wth...ok then last station. chem lab explosion. i ran around trying to find ppl to evacuate. but all got 2 liao. so i just dao. then started treating ppl...ya. tat was all. then it was raining heavily. so i chionged to bukitbatok mrt.

huier came. kliven supposed to but was late. so we went to buy cake for zhiyi. decided over a coin=) then mocha cake heartshaped wor!!! hahahs. then went KFC to wait for kliven who was taking super long hehs. then it became super cold cos i bought a cup of drink to like show that i bought some KFC stuff. then ya. freezing. after a while, we just left cos it was super long. then walked to bukitbatok interchange...met xiangchuin on the way. then went my hse. freezing on the bus. even colder omg. hahahs. ok. so...went home. put the cake in the freezer. then went bath=)

party was not very good. aiyah i dunno lah. i just came home then i found weilun yitkhai playing wii. 4 ppl playing majhong. then forgot liao.=) bathed. then more ppl came along the way. SRY PPL NO Kbox COS WII WAS USING THE TV=( hahahs. ok. then gathering went on until 7. dinner was setting up by then. wth lah. say 6.30 then they come late...haiz. ok. daodu tuan had to leave early. but i made them stay and have abit of dinner=) and i paid for their taxi lor....hahahs. ok. then the rest had to tank the rest of the food. i ate 3 servings straight meng sai into my mouth. super pissed cos my parents were like...got girls why never say? got people leaving early why never say? why order so much food and waste? wth lah. if u never brought in the extra food like cake and all then shld be able to finish one lor...everyone left at around 10 plus ba. i felt sad. haiz. the party could have been better. i could have been better. i feel bad. cos got ppl sian diao. got ppl nothing to do. got ppl stoning. ya. srrrrrrry =(

watched movie after tat.

2010-05-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

YAYAYAY!!!

11/30 for chem wor!!! hahahs. i didnt bring maths and physics notes today so lecture was for sleeping. um...ya. today is a very LAZY day=) slept at amphi for 1 hour ba. around there.

woots tats all...

2010-05-10T22:02:00.002+08:00

chem lect today!!!hahahs. im getting it back tmr...luv my chem teacher manx. ok. chem was ok lah. just tat i prob lost 7 marks out of 8 in the first qn. and 2/3 of the 3rd qn. hahahs. GG woooo!!! ok then next was gp. our teacher gave us our compre test. and guess wat i got! 19.5!!! upon 50!!!! WOOOOOO!!!! hahahs. then recess. and chem lect. i was practising my pen trick. almost there!!! hehehs. then...physics lab. stupid experiment hahahs. and another break b4 chem tut. loving CHEM!!!=)

ok.

after sch, went yishun to fetch the sofas to a teacher's hse. took a van. put the sofa on. no tarp. so we drove for like 10 minutes then it started raining. hahahs. the driver faster drive to our apm's hse and take tarp and cover. OMG lah. got basketball court leh his hse...ok. then drove to yishun. i totally slept from angmokio onwards. omg. then woke up at yishun. then brought sofas up. he treated us to green tea!!!hahahs. then went back sch. left at 5. nobody goes there nowadays. haiz.

OMG i cant jump as high as i could last time...yyyyy????=)

2010-05-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

today's weather vhot. not v. is FREAKING UBER DUPER SUPER hot.

maths tut was gr8. i failed it as expected. 9/20 then i spot one mistake. and it became....=) 8/20 WOOOO!!! hahahs. then pe was GR8 cos its soccer. and i luv it. played until super sweaty. then recess play basketball. hahahs. super tired. headache thruout maths lect. then I CAN DO SONIC from middle to index finger only!!!! hahahs. im so proud of myself wor...2nd pen trick i learnt.

scouts briefing today at hq.

so tired after PE...=(

needa prepare for tmr's scouts plus the party. arhhhhhh

2010-05-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

还记得，

当时是你跟我讲我们之间是你也没预料到的。

还记得，

当时的我们谈话谈的多么的爽快，任何事都谈的了。

还记得，

当时的我们有说有笑，当对方不开心就尽量鼓励他/她。

可是现在的我们，

感情似乎已冷静沉默了。

我很想再过那些日子。

2010-05-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

想当年的我，是多么天真，什么事都不懂。

生活只有一个方向，无论怎么样都必须走下去。那么为何不以开朗快乐开心的心理走完这条路呢？

嗨，年轻人，长大吧。只要你做事不后悔，凡事都尽了力，这才是你想找的快乐。

那么，“可怜”这个名字再也没有了。

我的名是阮梓谦。

2010-05-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

its time to change

rmbering is no use. regretting too. i used to hope for the better world. its useless. wat i gotta do? do and dont regret. forget everything tat has happened. all the times u fell sick, all the times u emoed, all the times tat went wrong. nows the time to stand up, its now or never.

im trying to continue loving chem cos my chem teacher rox. im not gonna complain abt my other teachers although they really really **** but who cares. its just my LUCK to get them so bear with it. its just 365+around 200 days? minus all the holidays and exams omg...around...350 days? hahs estimation yo! i havent been eating lunch like for a long time. tats gotta change too. one thing good this year: i became neater. not my handwriting. my bag and room. hehs. super tidy wor. maths test tmr. i still love maths. its still very nice. oh ya, my new ambition hehs physicist. like the tony starks. hahahs. IRONMAN is awesome. somemore he so rich. my idol manx.

hate ppl who at first talk nice nice then after tat just dao and reply one word answers. although im the one-word answer type, but ya. hate them. maybe its rite that i shld stick with all my old buddies. sheng shiyang mingyang wendell yinhong. if only u were in the same class as me. if only.

oh well, gotta type out the minutes for pw gpp meeting, and finish ilp vid and finish off studying maths. other stuff shall w8 XP

P.S.wat shld i do if i like a girl?

i shld tell her i like her. but ppl like me no guts. eh....培养感情. then say tat. still cannot leh. eh...talk more with her. walau hard sia. eh...give up=)

2010-05-04T20:46:00.000+08:00

ok tats it.

im done with my new life. just received a fail letter from YLC programme when i was like accepted. i went HUH?! wth? wat does this mean manx. failed for this, failed for zhiwei, failed physics lect. im fail.

wat would my innocent self have done 6 years back? continue with life happily?

im tired of telling myself to stay happy. its really very tiring. my life is just sad. very sad.

haiz.

2010-05-04T00:31:00.000+08:00

shit

im dead. chem lecture preparatory tut is due in 7 hrs. and i havent started. CRAP.

and im sleepy

today is like shit. i totally felt emo. there wasnt a chance of being happy. not one bit. athena fac outing was cool. but retarded. no dinner for me cos too many ppl. food too little. the place was nice. the waiters were nice. the drinks were nice. the music was nice. the dance was nice. but everything else not. including me.

haiz.

gotta start work now....bye

2010-05-03T00:33:00.002+08:00

boring day today

packed my room. threw like loads of stuff away. went to fetch my dad's friends from the airport. ate prawn mee.

i was thinking...

i do miss u when i think alot. talk to u everyday. i feel odd one hour dont talk. i feel sad when i dont see a reply. wat does this mean...

haiz. dunno lah.

life is tough.

getting on well about the zhiwei thing. haiz. MANUTD must WIN!!!!

gonna have fun next sat nite =)

2010-04-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

hey

was thinking of things when i was alone. was thinking: how come i nvr got so sad when i failed last time. then i started to think when did i fail last time...p4 got into first class but in the end got last in class. i was ok with it. i was not sad...sec2 i didnt get into cse. i was oso ok with it. i wasnt much sad...sec3 i didnt get spl position. i got qm instead. i was oso ok with it. not sad...sec4 first time i failed maths in my life. i wasnt sad. instead i worked harder. i was ok...j1 i broke into pieces when i found out i failed. y? no reason.

feeling sleepy lately. been dam pan4 ni4 during lessons. esp physics and econs. gp not so much. but im still ok with maths and chem. hehs. well. im starting to think how weilun is able to cope with his things...zhiwei, chouwei, h3, grades, gf... hahahs. he shld become my idol. =)

yay i got into the northwest YLC thingy. but still not confirmed yet. at least im the one of the only 4 from our sch =D

haiz. i shldnt think too much. maybe i shld just become the innocent gullible me last time.

2010-04-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

haiz i realised i still cant accept the truth. whenever i was reminded abt it, i could only sober and act happy. physics lect today was screwed. so was my feelings when it was at lt1, the same place for elections tat day. gp was equally screwed.

i realised im getting really tired of wearing masks in and out. i dunno whos my real self now.

at home, im the most disobedient one. first mask. alone, im the calmest one. second mask. in school, im the lonerest one. third mask. with daoju, im the enthu one. fourth mask. and theres lots more. whos my real one...

2010-04-25T20:54:00.000+08:00

haiz.

i still cant forget how disappointed i was. when 3 daoju ppl went up. when 4 yanyuens went up. i was so SAD. but it was nice everyone showed me concern. trying to get over it.

LESSON 1 LEARNT: high expectations = high risk = high disappointment. the only way to improve yet is to have high expectations. thus, i can only get used to this sadness and move on.

LESSON 2 LEARNT: things do not always go according to plan.

LESSON 3 LEARNT: do ur best without regret. this is the way of life.

i failed.

today ought to be a happy day. it turned out wrong.